HAPPY TEACHERS DAYY!!! :D
lol
hahahaha
2dae shiok -.- onli tink sucky is the aces day in morning tt time hahaha....toopid -.- all the tink see dey all do lauf arh hahaha....the bowling dey all keep kiking the water bottle haha... -.- yingting my shi fu dam pro..carry waterbottle use oso can drop hahaha...realli canot stop LAUGHING!!! okok sorry -.- hahaha -.- 2dae keep on singing beautiful girls haha irritate dey all! :D lol
THE CHER DAY CONCERT SO COOL MAN! THE CHER GOT ROCKBANDDD!!!! :DDD ...
omg lah! chandran can play elec git -.- canot believe it man... -.- den wa.....tose 2 cher tt sing is like wahhh......siao arh pro -.- sum more got cher play violin la...play clarinet la...the COOLEST IS ELEC GIT!!!!! but the player sux hahahaha :P ...actualli no la the amp got sum prob hahaha...made the sound come out dam weird hahaha...WHOOO!!! :DDD den the at the end the song the IJ sprit shing bright...wa so touching like p6 leave sch tt time....cried -.- haha....and got hugged :D
smsed ms sim happi cher day den she sen mie 2 time : "thanks but btw who is this?" hahah
i down there...duno whether tell her arnot its mie haha..... -.- dots... HAHA! anyway...the plan to surprise her in class was a COMPLETE failure haha..cuz onli half the class shout cuz takes time to register to brain tat she come in haha :P
anyway...after sch go wif hilda kangiie and isma! go watch rush hour 3 :D ROCK MAN!!! :D lol... the bloopers dam funni! haha....the who say " we arent brothers? man? after all we've been through? wush hour 1? rush hour 2? " haha..tell u can laugh arh -.- hahahaha.... XD
go home...watch HANAKIMI wif my ma lol dam funni hahahaha... hear all her crap and all my crap talking abt it while watch tat time HAHA!
*feeling lots better but still abit down hahahaha* :P ...feeling crapped -.-
IM BECOMING A METAL/ALTERNATIVE/HARD ROCK/ALTERNROCK FAN!!!

hello...its wednesday -.- now is 6.46 :P just waked up..
. . . had a super weird dream -.- ...dream tat pg gang went some shop den walk walk...den suddenly there was a cg meeting being held and alwin was the leader...got some new pple come and like veri show attitude tere... den we all down there, he pray for us -.- i was te last he pray for... den he pray for me tat time...can feel hands squeez my shoulders all the way...but i look back tt time got nothing..canot realli remember wat happen liaoz hahaha...den the preaching was some1 in a video talking abt duno wat tink. . .anyway its just a dream :P

*still feeling fucked up and depressed*

hhaha...now is 8.14 XD
like post wole day like tat -.-
2dae go sch so dots...IT sum1 found tt if use real player den can go frenzter :P heez ...dotz... den...go downstair general office 3 times ask for whether did any1 see my specs ... no1 -.- like WTHHH!!!!....shyt...recess so pai seh! cuz i was talking 2 my fwen...den suddenly i forgot and put my hand on the shoulder of the person in front of mie! -.- den she giv mie that what* look... ..i was like SO PAI SEHHH!!!!! OMG!!! ...hhaha...cuz i alwiz put hand on fwen shoulder mah..den forgot...AHHH!!!!!! -.- den chinese 2dae te lesson dam shiok haha..cuz i and dey all different cher as te rest of class mah...den our cher dam like....ROX!..compared to the another 1 hahaha.....she ask us as homework go find a chinese song or tv or book den like..play it out or present it...i using Tank ~ jie tou bao wang :D -.- beats xi zi anyway... -.- ....hahaha...
den after sch go wif valerie go bugis buy amira belated bdae prezzie...den meet my ma...she say make new specs..i feel so dam bad man... -.- T.T" .... haiz haiz...aiyz!!!! -.-
im such a burden -.- .... anyway...buy liaoz...its like..those name keychains ...hahas...go find the beads of her name :) ...hope she like it! :D
heez.z. now got tuition..is break....after tat gonna zzz liao hahahaHAHAHA!!!....ok..bui bui :)

sianz...2dae...
was veri touched, cuz valerie chia hilda and clarice talk 2 mie about my results...told mie alot tink..i duno how 2 explain, but i was super touched, den i cry -.- i tot no1 wld giv a damn abt mie liao..arh duno la....anyway..lol i cry 3 times 2dae ....dnt, valerie tt time and now oso... -.- haha...dnt i duno y arh...feeling so uber uber angri -.- den te tears jus flow...den i kena scold by cher cuz he tot i zzzing...like what the fuck lahz! ... bastard -.- den audrey folo mie go toilet..wash face... cuz she sitting next to mie so saw mie cry -.- i pray that te class never see...wa..otherwise super PAI SEH!...dotz...anyway, the now cry is...well..i over hear ms sim say 2 my ma..tat i mayb going normal acad...feeling veri low summore lost my new specs...DUNO HOW THE HELL!!!!...like wtf wtf wtf -.- ... 2dae is a uber bad day..feelin so depressed nw lahz -.- T.T"
i dunno whether should i just give up or carry on...last year alr i noe, that i canot survive until sec 4..either i will break down go siao go ku ku like dis...or...will just commit suicide haha..i canot imagine myself as a poly or ite student -.- ...well..dots....btw..if u reading this now...and thinking what the hell m i writing like im some bitch that wanna act and show the wole world my problems, i dont care...this is the only outlet i can think of...theres no 1 i can tell just how much this is botherin mie... like FUCK LA...i duno what 2 do le... like im a mistake..like the fact that im here is a mistake...ewerytink i do is wrong...im just a burden to the pple that i love -.- and...i duno lah...maybe...dey, will be better off without me -.- ....anyway im too scared to commit suicide now...so...yah... ...aiyz...i duno liao..................some1 help

2DAE IS TUESDAY!!!
haha...
go sch 2dae...wad 15 mins late :P heez... anyway, during chinese, mie, valerie, twin , genieve, germaine , sherylynn gl 2nd lvl duno for wat...got different cher cuz our mark so lan -.- hahaha....dots...den..waliao..te cher call mie outside..say tat, can see that i veri like unhappy like that, den tell mie that she is a teacher counsellor...den so pai seh sia i cry -.- ..den, i go toilet cry oso she come find mie -.- ...pai seh leh..but lucki raining so i go back 2 class that time dey dun noe i got cry cuz raining den wole face, uniform wet -.- hahaha....onli tink is dey say my eye red... -.- like dots...den sci cher confiscate my book -.- but got giv back la..so good heez :D some cher oso giv our class packet biscuit eat XD ..i so happi..wole day never spent anything!!! :D den later go home...read, den sleep until 7...waliao wake up tat time arh.. DIE MAN! exactly at 7 i wake up..den i supposed 2 meet wendy at 7 at queenstown mrt -.- waliao i rush man!!! so pai seh...make her wait -.- feel so bad man!!! -.- arh...sorri ... den wa...feel even more bad cuz she treat mie fries and chicken wing and tehping -.- i feel SO BAD!!!....omg...anyway had a nice talk wif her hahaha...heez :D den...until 8.30..eat until dam full loh!!! haha...the uncle downstair she say look like big teddy bear! so cute hahaha -.- den..i cone home...watch inuyasha until now hahaha...gonna sleep soon :) so guai! :D hahaha....anyway...tmr have hockey, im dreading it -.- ...sum more hav tuition...haiz haiz -.- oh MAN!!!....sianz...like uber sianz....
hahahah...valerie and hilda and clarice sitting next 2 mie now the seating arrangement...eh..actuallli im nxt to clarice, den hilda and val behind ...-.- so bad loh i wanna sit nxt to val...toopid hilda take my table...wich is actualli that i traded table wif genieve...so..haha..its hilda take genieve table? okok nevermind confusing hahaha!!!HAHAHA!!! :D ...haiz..tired liao...ok..going to zzzz....JA MATE NE!!!!!!!!! :D

i
rebonded
my
hair
on
friday
:)
and now i look like diis :)
*eh...tt was a failure pic HAHA*
heez..so ugli
haha
lame..
sori -.-
heez...


anyway XD
my ma is sleeping on my bed nw..so i cant go 2 sleep...which for once is OKAY, cuz i just woke up from a 3 hour nap :P ...still tired HAHA!
ANYWAY...

friday :)
after reborn come home, immediately went to ah gong hse stay over, ah zhu telling mie how 2 format my ipod on the com so as to let it play thru the com -.- ...cuz i did some settings that dun allow last time...and..well the itunes on my ah gong laptop was in chinese, with no hope of ever changing back to english, and she tell mie the instructions ended up with my ipod having NO music at all...wanted 2 hantam her sia -.- ...den amah expected us 2 sleep at like...10 or 11...i keep kenaing lecture..must be good student...bla bla bla..not that im not listening la..i am, but..hearing the same thing everytime i go there...uber sianz man -.- ...read finish half blood prince oso :)

SATURDAY! XD
morning..breakfast! ..sumtink so unusual... haha... heard some insults from rachel about my ma, that totally pissed me off... duno whether i should shoot back arnot... since she is onli p4, wld seem like im bullying her if i did...oh well...i really wanna kill that bitch regardless of her age..if she is so young, and can already say such things, i cant imagine what is gonna happen when she gets older...anyway, i duno whether she knows how low did her mother sink to get to her father, which is my mothers bro -.- ...i dun know whether should i tell her... HAHA!...oh well... what to do... den..folo dey all go ah tai house..which is...like...10 mins away walk, but the difference is alot...ah gong, amah is condo the ahtai a 3 room flat... -.- like dots man... anyway, i like staying in ah tai house better...less pressure than go amah and ah gong hse -.- like..uber dots HAHA! well...anyway, went home at 11, den went with my mather go to tiong, get some clips and her tuition materials, den i went to collect my contacts finally!...after so long...cuz i had a mini phobia last time when my eye turned red the last time i did it, i panicked and cry cry..den te uncle help mie take out the lenses -.- like owch... haha...anyway, i was able to put it in and take it out in 40 mins, which is still realli long, but a seriously big improvement since last time :) and after i took it out, put it back in den wear for the wole day...eye was uber pain after tat... haha...den ..YANGXUAN CAME MY HOUSE!!! XD hahaha :) so fun! her auntie buy for her new bag, billabong...so cool man! :) like play com te wole way..o2, maple, granado... hahas...so fun :) hee hee heeee :))

SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which is today -.-
haha...2dae..morning is uber lame! cuz i tot that i overslept when i woke up, i tot that it was 2pm ...den i see the clock is onli 8.55...so i was talking to myself, thinking should i go for service because today is wendy, jiaying, tommy, siewpeng, wen jie baptism...and i told yangxuan i wld go... well..den.. go wear contacts, get readi go loh..wat to do -.- but i wear right eye tt time...suddenly come big headache, and feel like wanna vomit like that -.- ...stand up already head pain..so i tot, oh well...dun go loh den -.- what to do hor...haiz...anyway, was reading deathly hallows ..at home uber sianz...play com..duno wat else to do...so...sleep until nw ... hahaha...like pig like that...heez.z. ...anyway, good thing that jus now sleep, cuz my ma is on my bed nw sleeping uber soundly, ... no mood wake her up -.- so i nth else 2 do just play com...haha...
ya..thats 3 long days worth :)
heez :)

now..duno do what...hoping that she wakes up soon so i can go to sleep :P hahaha...bui bui :)

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

2dae. thursday. 23 08 07. waked up at 12 so pon sch again. :) ... kinda happi abt tat... haha.. like dots... . . . . . anyway...met valerie chia clarice hilda audrey genieve sheryilynn fazlina joanne and joash. . .. . supposed 2 "study" my ass arh study..went toing bahru park go play catching and ice and freez. . . . .uber uber hot =.=
sianz man...go home tt time mie fall in2 longkang...sianz...pain..still got blood -.- ....dot dot dot dot dot.. . . . . . .. . ..
den -.- reach home..oso sian sian...tmr..last dae of week yay! =D
hahahahaha. . . . . tmr getting lit paper....confirm fail liaoz =.=
starting 2 hate her =.- irritating person sia =.= duno y hahahahahaha. . . . . . . . . . sianx.... ok
its...raining....like my mood so sucky
hahaha
wish i can sleep
....dots.......

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards. You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's Your Personality Type?

wah...jus wake up...veri diao dream -.=
dream tt i go arcade wif aud and alicia...den.. dream tat saw daniel salam and gor gor there! -.- den play ddr wif dem lol
diaonz...den....is like...some person called all chc members from 14-16 for some lecture tink =.= i down there diaonz...

DIAO! dam funni =.=

wa... y issit that...everytime there are exams, and its on the 4th floor=.= y issit alwiz so windy and cold! =.=
normal lesson are like....chao hot =.= den....suddenli..nid 2 bring jacket 2 school =.= like..dots.......
heez... i so happi... 2dae made specs :) hahahahaha....collecting in on tues :P hahaha......den..oso collect my nametag... my "Rawr Rawr 2" nametag... hahaha
im tinking whether should i make a "Rawr Rawr 1 " for yizhen...
hmmnz
still tinking
hahahaha
=.=
dots....


anyway...
ms sim diis morning scold te class just because of some food plastic bag frm te canteen bring up den throw tere =.= ...cuz not supposed 2 eat in class.... diaonz lah! ... i dam scared kena suspect...cuz i eat in class but i keep te rubbish...which is lame =.= but wth...so...hahaha.........dots................i 2dae bring 2 packet sweet all eat finish wif dey all =.= hahaha....IDIOT christina took my last red skittle.......i had 2 tahan all the orange...YUX. -.-

...sianz...christina came 2 mie hse 2dae anyway...was dam toopid...
den...wa
...sen her 2 mrt tt time..i go downstair buy tehping -.-...tell the uncle tt time he hear kopi =.= den i dun dare say tt i said tehping...NOT KOPI! -.- ....like wth...lol.....hahahahaha..............................diaonz =.=
DIAONZ!
2dae was so fun
haha.

LOL!
went chec 4 tuition...for te 1st time... yay!
OMG its..like...FREAKING QUIET!!!!! ...te hell =.=
diao....canot tahan lol....
can hear myself chew sweets...so noisy... i scared touch the sweet wrapper..wait make that plastic bag noise...diao...anyway... my maths seriously nid alot of work lol...tmr is the exam....dam scared sia.....
waliao...
2dae lit..i duno wat 2 write..in the end just write half page...ewery1 else write like....2 pages or 1 and half...die sia....
confirm fail...
waliao i tried loh!
den.......wa...feel so sad...wanted 2 cry...
yesterday during chinese i reali cry =.=
diao....
DAM CONFUSING!
im thinking now..
WHEN DID I BECOME SO TOOPID!!!!
ok....
going 2 study....gonna show demz...tt i can pon sch and still get better mark den dem lol
...if i can =.=...
hahaha
gonna WORK!
see i so guai
so...u see mie so guai...
so must congratulate mie by TAGGING THIS BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feeling so angry...
always...
...
feel so unwanted...
so rejected...
so confused

i miss you...
like siao!
when i feel down...
youre always there to cheer me up...
when im emoing u tok 2 mie...
and kept mie company...
when youre there i dun feel so extra...
not that i like you or anything...
i just miss you...LOTS!
i miss ur crap la...mostly =.=
hahahas...
diao i sound lovesick...haha
well i am...but its just reversed
sick of love
hahaha

haiz...
anyway...
2dae is steam boat at vivian hse =.=
i tink im gona hav a family...audrey become my lao po...alvina is our baby, den vivian is my daddy, sukhbir is my mummy... diao
feel so feverish 2dae =.= diiaonz
anyway...steam boat was fun la...
i mean...er...got girlz tok...share all te secret...played truth and dare...den...i scared te guys outside hear ewerytink we say...die arh! got sum tinks i dun wan dem noe...
anyway...filled in te application form for strikeforce 2dae wif lao po...den giv it to lao da =.= so...haha...yay ...gonna have a ministry im so happy... =.= *overwhelmed with excitement...*
hahahaha
...
i feel like a hopeless romantic =.=

I MISS SUSHII!!!
I MISS SHAN SHAN!!!
I MISS TIMEOUT!!!
I MISS OODORI!!!
I MISS KANGKONG!!!
I MISS CHIA CHIA!!!
I MISS VIAN VIAN!!!
I MISS MUMMI!!!
I MISS LAO DA!!!
I MISS TOOPID IRRITATING BUTTHEAD JOKER!!!
I MISS METAL FAN!!!
I MISS RAWR RAWR 1!!!
I MISS RAWR RAWR 3!!!

I MISS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK OFF.

what does it matter man...just answer me this 1 question, WHAT THE FUCK DOES IT MATTER.

060807

lol...2dae go sch like...sian...-.-art was in rifle range room =.= dam scared cuz got alot cockroach =.= te wall is like...made of paper? i duno..looks like tt T.T" ...wa...den..wa..ewerytink else toopid....CME tt time come 1 live earth talk =.= summore hav 2 stay back 4 lit =.=

duno y 2dae feel so...unwanted =.= defiant, fatin and clarice say i 2dae so emo like tt... =.= ... well....feeling alone in diis world...
and...

anyway

now.. i feel touched...cuz sum1 prayed 4 miie =.= ...and...well..some pple, i found out...realli..actualli c a r e d . . . . which i din realli noe hw much b4 =.= tts te best feeling i had all day =.=

before that...in school...i realli wanted to just cry again =.= ...but...hav 2 like..try nt to...1 tink, pple will say mie..another tink, i no hav tissue =.= ...
so just teared abit ... dun noe whether any1 noticed...hope no 1 did... =.=

aiyz...

i feel tt i owe dem sumtink ... =.=
well..te ppl tt were close 2 mie..hav realli drifted away...
now...are like..new pple i feel tat r close =.= ...like veri few old frenz remain T.T"
miss some of dem =.=
but i still love te new pplz =.=
forever..
i hope...

haiz...

WHY WHY WHY!!!

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
but its not a perfect world
FUCK THIS!
FUCK THAT!
FUCK EVERYTHING!
whatever.anything.
WHY?!

eye pain sia -.-

wah...i duno y 2dae..like so moody lyk tt ...cryed 2 time =.=
wake up at 6.30 cuz i 4got 2 off my te sch time alarm clock...cuz it my hp mah..den recurring -.-
den...i ok ok happi happii until like...12 lyk tt...
i go shop learn hw wear contacts..te uncle dun wan giv mie te box until i can wear and take out..
took mie 1 hour abt tere just to put it inside-.- den take out i canot..duno y..
dam scared..
te uncle help mie take out -.-
i cry tt time cuz scared mah -.- -.-
but after tt i was okay liaoz...
...den...meeted robin and shijuan at tiong -.- den walk go zhu na tan hse lohz...wa
den..
i duno y lah..during praise..i feel so...angry at ewerytink...angry at..lyk..ewerytink and ewery1...mostly angry tt im a mix blood and..some other tiink ... -.-
cuz yesterdae...a fwen say..u lucki mixed blood loh! its like..dun belong here and dun belong there...i down there...woa..u tink being nt here nt there good meh?!?!?!?! -.- i hate being mixed lah!... ... ..
during cg..was tinking...wat te heck m i doing here -.- ... y should i be here...... aiyz..duno....i like dun fit in wherever i go like tt...ya, cuz mixed blood...like mie fwen say -.- wa...anyway...i was angry so tts te 2nd time i cried =.= ... so...yah...supposed 2 go FOP ...Festival Of Praise... 2dae..in te end..i dun wan lah..haha..i go tmr -.- lol..trying 2 zzz now and canot so im blogging..HAHA. =.=

muahahahaha ?

2dae is 2.4
i veri scared sia-.-
...wa...2dae..i sleeping tt time go dream tt...it raining..den...my twin and mie kena diarrhoea...den canot run :P ..hahahaha......den...another sleep tt time te dream is tt gor come my hse play -.- dots =.= no comment :P

=.=

yay! i 2dae will be earli 4 sch..
cUZ never oversleeped...
but how i wake up is dam lame -.-
roll roll roll until edge of bed den almost roll off =.="
hahahahaH
AHAAHAHA!
...so toopid.