idk.
i feel so hurt by that...
the service.. the sermon was about forgiveness... and.. well.. i cried alot.. i tried.. but why issit i still cannot forgive.. its like etched into my memory .. i see ppl dat hurt me.. and i'd just want to seek revenge.. take knives and stab them till they die a miserable death..

i want them to feel the same pain i've felt.
... yet tt wldnt ever happen , huh.
haiz...
i hate this..


anyway. im kinda sick today, so nt in sch. both mentally and emotionaly and physically. heez... idk why past few days i like have dis lingering headache.. sian.. like wtf lar...
i hate my life.
i hate everybody
.....
ok i dont...
=.=
haiya
idk lar
...