haiya... whatever lar..
i feel like punching some bastard's face nw...
why am i letting this get the better of me..
im so sick of getting spited every fuckin time.....
and..

its like..
....
haiya.. i just feel so wronged, know...
i feel like im... haiz..................
well.. nobody wanna listen to me.. fine larr..
im never gonna be the one who stands out from the crowd or anything.. im never gonna do anything.. haiz.. im so sick of being ... well..
idk lah
seems like whatever i say..
haiz.........
freak lah............
im ..
trying
.. v. hard right now..
its not easy..

suan le lah.. forget it.. its my fault isnt it.. its my wrongs, its my mistakes , dat cause all dese problems. when i wanna grow up, i wanna become a terrorist.
forget it lah....

its all... haiya.. wtf lah.. .......be strong be strong..
its so hard..
time and time again
i feel like
..
im gonna crumble any minute..
and i have to keep on picking myself up again and again..
and..
haiz..
...........
forget it lah.
i think too much
who knows
for now
just focus
GOD, FRIENDS, STUDIES...
..............
i think my now is
FRIENDS, STUDIES, GOD..
God is like last..
maybe dat explains why im becoming liek this..
haiya
idk lar.
im so.
..
like
wtfuck..