haiz..

im sorry, okay?

i mean..

i keep thinking ppl do things because dey want sth in return,

and its hard to think that some1 wld just do sth for free, because yeah, dis world just aint like dat. =.=

.......

so im sorry that sometimes i'd expect ppl to want sth outta me for treating me real nice or sth... or comforting me.. i mean.. i appreciate it, ppl comforting me.. but after that.. i start thinking.. and..

ARGH



maybe i just shouldnt think so much.

kill my dam brain cells

nowonder im seemingly stupider =.=