i never really realised.. i mean..
haiz..
i alwiz took things forgranted.
well.
.....
hhahas
okay..
anyway, ptl for this lesson learnt..
treasure the things you have, and guard them..
for whatever you do not guard, you apparently lose..
i mean seriously, i think pastor preached, that if you don guard your heart, the devil can easily steal you away...cause problems bigger then yourself to arise.... in your life, and tear you to shreds..

well..
i know im not really a v. strong person.. im kinda pampered :Pwell. ok im v. pampered. im an only child, k..
rawr.
but anyway, i mean.. i do love my parents.. and.. i realise.. i've been taking them forgranted.. just because dey alwiz like dat, dosent mean i can heck care.. well.. haiz. i really hate being alone. well.. i feel v.... like a burden has been placed on my shoulders.. but ptl that i can carry it. though im not the best person to..

well.. haiz. today is like the most dejavu day i've had in a while, i mean.. just this week i had a nightmare about a shark in a cave that i panicked in.... but tell you, the scenery in my dream was FANTASTIC! haha... coral lor.. the rocks like.. whoaz.. i love it. but the dream itself v. scary.. in the end, i remember i was sitting in a swimming pool wit my ma, and was about to thank her for everything she's done for me, i rmb i found it hard, then i woke up. don ask me how from shark haven i end up in a swimming pool..... lol... ok lar
thats it for dis rant!
~nigahiga rox
okiezz
nitezz