eye pain sia -.-

wah...i duno y 2dae..like so moody lyk tt ...cryed 2 time =.=
wake up at 6.30 cuz i 4got 2 off my te sch time alarm clock...cuz it my hp mah..den recurring -.-
den...i ok ok happi happii until like...12 lyk tt...
i go shop learn hw wear contacts..te uncle dun wan giv mie te box until i can wear and take out..
took mie 1 hour abt tere just to put it inside-.- den take out i canot..duno y..
dam scared..
te uncle help mie take out -.-
i cry tt time cuz scared mah -.- -.-
but after tt i was okay liaoz...
...den...meeted robin and shijuan at tiong -.- den walk go zhu na tan hse lohz...wa
den..
i duno y lah..during praise..i feel so...angry at ewerytink...angry at..lyk..ewerytink and ewery1...mostly angry tt im a mix blood and..some other tiink ... -.-
cuz yesterdae...a fwen say..u lucki mixed blood loh! its like..dun belong here and dun belong there...i down there...woa..u tink being nt here nt there good meh?!?!?!?! -.- i hate being mixed lah!... ... ..
during cg..was tinking...wat te heck m i doing here -.- ... y should i be here...... aiyz..duno....i like dun fit in wherever i go like tt...ya, cuz mixed blood...like mie fwen say -.- wa...anyway...i was angry so tts te 2nd time i cried =.= ... so...yah...supposed 2 go FOP ...Festival Of Praise... 2dae..in te end..i dun wan lah..haha..i go tmr -.- lol..trying 2 zzz now and canot so im blogging..HAHA. =.=