sianz...2dae...
was veri touched, cuz valerie chia hilda and clarice talk 2 mie about my results...told mie alot tink..i duno how 2 explain, but i was super touched, den i cry -.- i tot no1 wld giv a damn abt mie liao..arh duno la....anyway..lol i cry 3 times 2dae ....dnt, valerie tt time and now oso... -.- haha...dnt i duno y arh...feeling so uber uber angri -.- den te tears jus flow...den i kena scold by cher cuz he tot i zzzing...like what the fuck lahz! ... bastard -.- den audrey folo mie go toilet..wash face... cuz she sitting next to mie so saw mie cry -.- i pray that te class never see...wa..otherwise super PAI SEH!...dotz...anyway, the now cry is...well..i over hear ms sim say 2 my ma..tat i mayb going normal acad...feeling veri low summore lost my new specs...DUNO HOW THE HELL!!!!...like wtf wtf wtf -.- ... 2dae is a uber bad day..feelin so depressed nw lahz -.- T.T"
i dunno whether should i just give up or carry on...last year alr i noe, that i canot survive until sec 4..either i will break down go siao go ku ku like dis...or...will just commit suicide haha..i canot imagine myself as a poly or ite student -.- ...well..dots....btw..if u reading this now...and thinking what the hell m i writing like im some bitch that wanna act and show the wole world my problems, i dont care...this is the only outlet i can think of...theres no 1 i can tell just how much this is botherin mie... like FUCK LA...i duno what 2 do le... like im a mistake..like the fact that im here is a mistake...ewerytink i do is wrong...im just a burden to the pple that i love -.- and...i duno lah...maybe...dey, will be better off without me -.- ....anyway im too scared to commit suicide now...so...yah... ...aiyz...i duno liao..................some1 help