T.T"

wa...
nt fair...
dey got manifest...
dey got delievered...
y i never...
so bad...
gotta wait 1 more dam year...
zzz...tt sux...

>.<"

wa...
like half of w387 is sick =.="
zzz
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haha..kokseng... zhu na tan.. ming ming... wendiie... miie >.<"
...hope we all get better SOON!!!
will b praying 4 u guyz :)
heez...
im so happi!!! i feel great 2dae!!! :P ...
realli dam hapi cuz te...from monday start tt headache is fiNaLLy GoNE...and yesterdae nite i kept on feel lyk vomitting, den, my amah wan bg miie go doctor...so i jus go loh...den...doc wan gib mie injection... i dam scared so cry...den..wah heng in te end never :P ...hee hee...wa..toopid loh te fever...its like...onli 38+ but dun wan go away den...headache on monday keep miie awake till like...3..4am lyk tt...zzz...te toopid tink is te onli tink i could eat is grapes =.=: anytink else wld vomit... or feel lyk vomitting.. =.=" hahahaha..
ITS SO FREAKING PATHETIC =.=" zzz ...
...lol...
anw... duno y is so manii pple sick nw.. zzz sux...
oh well...
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PRAY 4 ewery1 tts sick faster FASTER FASTER RECOVER! :D


...welll....its thurz...lol...
i like...eweryday post like that.so might as well wanna post tt time jus press edit post...den anyway make te post count lower -.- z z z
runni nose -.- wun go away -.- ...anyway....see that tink on top...made mie lauf alot heez...hahahaha......its like...lAmE -.- ..hahas.....anyway...going zzz soon...too tired and too sian so start complaining and ranting about ewerytink under diis big big sun... -.- actualli..not realli that tired..lol...GONNA RANT! GONNA COMPLAIN!
aiyz..wat to do... still feel so pissed wif ewerytink -.- zzz... anywayz... 2dae is like...
felt...
pissed
lame
happy
angry
annoyed
bored
more angry
irritated
headachey
awkward
sleepy
sian
hungry
...
yea..
kk good nite :)

^-^

im gonna try break that barrier that blocks ewerytink going thru.
...
its like...
all te pple i tot i was close wif...
im...like...distancing..
and..
that...
kinda..
sux...
ALOT.
...
starting 2 become close wif... new pple...
which dosent realli sux but...
i mean...er...oh well... i duno y i just dont feel like toking 2 some of dem...like...im waiting 4 pple 2 talk 2 mie 1st so i noe whether does dey realli wanna tok 2 mie..or issit just i wanna tok 2 dem... oh well..if dey dun wan...den...suan le loh -.- ...zzz...
im just living for the moment...hav 2 start 2 see the bigger picture...
arhx... tinks are getting so hard...
anyway..audrey's bdae yesterdae :)
going out wif her tmr go buy tinks 4 her b'dae... cuz i duno wat she wan so we are going shopping 2gether :P

hilda's b'dae is 2dae... supposed 2 combine prezent wif some pple... arh... cuz she i tink so wan a BIG stuff toy...but its ex...so..im tomorrow...gonna look 4 pple pei wo go and buy!
get her a realli nice prezzie i hope...
i realli feel verii bad...because hilda was alwiz there 4 mie... and i din go sch 2dae celebrate wif her her b'dae... i oversleeped and woke up at 3... aiyz...feeeel so bad... -.- ...
wo dui bu qi ni...gomenasai -.-
anyway...to te pple..that...i've...
done tinks that make you angry or not...
or those wrong tinks that i noe and those wrong tinks..that i dunno...im sorry 4 ewerytink...GOMENASAI.hope..that you can accept the apology T.T"

IM ALIVE!

wa...
THANKGOD
that mie pa gived mie my pocket money in..advance..
otherwise...
i'll be stranded at jurong east nw...
missed te last train..
...cuz..went for make up cell group at yishun -.-...
...
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den...so run 2 mrt te tt downstair...panic panic...
missed te last bus..
den..wah...go macs..was looking 4 pple len mie deir hp..
i hp oso no more battery...
-.-
den..wah...i was tinking that maybe i walk home..
was realli dam panic panic panic...
den..see that my wallet...left some $$$...
left 15 dollar...
so i run 2 te cab down tere..den ask uncle...
uncle...if mie go queenstown hui exceed 15 mah?
den..he dam good... just say..nevermind lah just come
so..i was in the cab...
duno y i cry -.- dam dam dam scared=.="
den...its like...wah... realli THANK GOD...
cuz.if not for mie pa giv mie diis morning my next week te$$$..
wahh...die liao...
will be stranded tere..wif no hp..and..no nothing -.-
THANK YOU GOD! I LOVE YOU!

im...bored.still..bored..-.-

oHiYO!...lol...2.23 nw... dun realli feel like sleeping...cuz i 6.45 again gotta meet mie twin...scared if zzz den canot wake up den will be late... -.-arh..tmr got dnt... 2h 15 mins...wan sleep can long long sleep... hehehehehe
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I FEEL ASLEEP AT 6 !!!
so pissed nw...
i stayed up 4 nth...
nw its 12.41...
i poned again...
-.-
WALIAO!!!

GOD Loves Us.Uncondtionally.

can we do the same for him?

IM BORED.

im a mentalli challenged typical blue human tink that is irritating ewery1 right now and they are ignoring mie so im sad so thats y im blue. but i dont realli like blue..despite wearing it 2 sch everyday...so maybe i should take 2 paintbrushes and paint myself red and black-emo- . :P .but then i'll be stripey like a zebra...but i dont have a tail...so i'll everyday sew my belt to te back of te pinafore so it like te stc tail. but eweryday i come into the zoo late, and the lion comes after miie... 2dae for once i came to the zoo earli..and the lion made mie stay in her small squeezy den..but it was okay because mie another zebra fwen pei wo and it had aircon :P and during the lesson time before the zoo opened i got my phone back from mie twin zebra earli...so...im happi... chinese tt time and science i could sms pple! but its kinda hard...because zebras eyes are at the side of the face, not at the front...so i couldnt realli see the screen, and the hooves made it realli realli difficult 2 press the buttons...and...my seat got pulled away from my butt by another zebra fwen... and that realli sucked cuz i fell on my ass...and im a zebra. not a ass. ...so...yea..when go to the zoo i dont wanna be mixed up for an ass.. well...its going to be closing time soon for all the animals 2 go to zzz...so.. all the trainers are locking up all the doors.. and..im gonna die because dey 4got take mie out of the lions den..and at nite the lion gets hungry so im thinking what m i gonna do now..maybe i should scream.
but then zebras canot scream...
hmmn...wat sound do zebras make..
im a zebra and i dont even know...
zz
oh well..
maybe i should just die in the den...then...
zzz
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diis is wat i typed on a friendster bulletin...
{{I AM A MENTALLY CHALLENGED RETARDEDEGG SHELL SUCKER. I LIKE TO SWEAR ATEVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS GOOD AND BADAND I CAN REVIVE FROM THE DEAD BECAUSEI'VE JUMPED DOWNSTAIRS BEFORE AND ANDIM STILL ALIVE AND SO ITS AMIRACLE...THANK GOD...AND NO MATTERWHAT I DO ALL I TINK ABOUT IS YOU..AND I M GONNA IRRITATE THE HELL OUTTAYA UNTIL YOU COME TO MY DOOR WITH AGUN AND BANG MIE .. THEN THERE ANDTHEN IM GONNA REVIVE AND COME BACK TOREVENGE YOU AND I'LL SNATCH THE GUNBACK TO KILL YOU SO YOU ARE DEAD ANDIM DEAD SO I'LL SEE YOU IN HELL THENWE'LL RISE TO HEAVEN TOGETHERSOMEHOW...GROW WINGS OR SOME THING...THEN WHEN WE ARE IN HEAVEN WE'LLIRRITATE EVERY1 THERE SO WE'LL BEKICKED BACK INTO HELL..BUT WE ARE TOOANNOYING FOR THE DEMONS TO TAHAN SO WEARE RE IN CARNATED BACK TO EARTH BUTTHE PROBLEM IS WE WERE REINCARNATED ASANTS AND GOT STEPPED ON BY EVERY1 SOWE ARE DEAD AGAIN... AND NOW WERE INSOME LAME PLACE WHERE EVERY1 ISFLOATING... AND... THERES PPLESLAPPING EACH OTHER AND PPLE HANGINGFROM TREES AND GETTING KICKED ANDKILLED... AND... THERES ALOT OF BLACKFIGURES FLOATING... WE CAN GO POKE THEBLACK FIGURE ... IT SAYS OW... WE RUNAND SCREAM... AHHHHHHH... IT COMECATCH...WE PLAY CATCHING... IT SAYSWALIAO...U ARE ANNOYING.. WE ARETHANKYOU..WE KNOW..TANKYOUTANKYOU...TE TINK SAYS LOL... WE GO JUMP DOWNAGAIN AND ARE REINCARNATED BACK 2EARTH... AS WHERE WE WERE AGAIN BEFOREU SHOOT MIE SO I WILL COME HANTAM YOU1ST B4 U SHOOT LOL... YOU RUN ANDSCREAM AND TRIP ON BANANA PEEL ...THEN SCREAM DOMOUKUN HELP MIE! DENFALL BACK DOWNSTAIR..AND..WE DIEDAGAIN.}}

pissed again -.-

aiyz....went wif hilda val aud go watch harry potter 5..AGAIN -.- ...was dam boring...again! -.- ...rawr...oh well...hilda..kenaed a scolding 4 going 2 jp -.-''' her parentz are..dam strict..and..well..some1...pissed mie off realli realli bad -.- ...oh well...it will be over tmr... ...which..come 2 tink of it..is 2dae..irs 1.01am...lol...ok...gotta mieet mie twin in 5h 44 mins time... hope i dun oversleep! -.- hahas..diiaonz.. well... was pissed off alot jus now... but...cynthia make mie dam happi! she say she oso wanna learn karate..so..nw shes askin her ma whether can she go...and im here waiting 4 her replyz....rawr...w8 w8 w8... hahas...zzz...

oh well...

i love you guyz...-.-

T.T

ohiyo...2dae...sunday...lao da- beeleng...help mie buy a bible 2dae :) [NLT version... ] *ARIGATO!*
..wah..2dae fellowship dam shiok... go...er... settlers cafe? ...okay...i dun realli noe where ... but..rawr..dam fun ...hahaha... den... go eat dinner wif pb..kenneth...yi zhen...wahh..pb do all te card trick..dam lame..den...dey teach mie 1 trick..so i happi :) heh.heh.heh...tmr gonna play it on hilda valerie dey all...MWAHAHAHAHAHA....diiaonz...
.. ...siew...says..tt i can go 4 audition te acting..cuz i alwiz act so... ... well...no comment..hahas... ... -.- diaonz... ...mie dun wan...heheheh... haiz...come 2 tink of it...ive changed alot... ... it...kinda...weird..being..like ..te way i am all te time...im dam not used 2 it...but..well..if its..how i've become..if its how i am...den...so be it loh...aiyz...rawr... ...maybe..if i stay te same... i'll just still be a "emo" erh...... ok..nevermind... ... ...zzz...oh well... haiz haiiz... .. ...
oh...well...im verii confused... and...feel like shouting ewerytink out..if deres any1 there 2 listen to mie... ... ... oh well... *miss dem like siaooo*... T.T''' te old W387...N248...i love you all 4ever ...

lol...
3.00pm 2dae wake up... in the end.. 2 late 2 go sch liaozz... mayb cuz i zzzed 2am...hahahahahaha...zzz.

i love you..jESuS

wow..had..a... super scary dream... had something 2 do with christianity...
well basically...
dont EVER lose faith in GOD no matter what...he loves you okay...he will folo you through thick and thin... and...dont get complacant with where you are at now. just because you are already winning...dosent mean you can just heck care le...
in mie dream...
there was a game of pool... some1 was playing for Jesus, there was onli one, 1 ball in Jesus side, which changed from a 1 ball, into a 6 ball...so there was a 6 ball and.. all the rest of the 8 balls were at the opponents side. the person playing Jesus side mentally shot in every ball to the opponent's side. their side was using the stick thing...the person playing Jesus side protected every ball except the 2nd last ball...which was a 13 ball... which is weird, because in pool the highest no. i thot is 9... well... den alot of freaky things happened later...
alot of people will walk the broad road... christians walk the hard and narrow road together with Him.
so dont lose faith no matter what happens.
WE WILL SHINE FOR THE LORD.
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...(by the way.. sorry hilda , valerie, audrey, twinn...) this is y i didnt go sch 2dae... was zzzzzing... woke up at 1.50...hhahahahaha... okok but.. now i've realli woken up... i wont pon anymore no matter how tired i am. hilda...thanks for everytink you telled miie... it realli touched my heart, i dont noe whether u noe this... well.. thanks all of you.. i love you forever :D
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JESUS LOVES YOU!

RAWR RAWR!!! ...

rawr! internet for 2 days NO CONNECTION! RAWR!!!...
wedding dinner yesterday at jb...2hrs the causeway...siian...
wahh... dinner dam shiok... 10 course... den mie pa bless mie 100ringiit YAY!
BUAHAHAHAHAHA...

church 2dae...
crapped with sunthari and jing yuan... and few other pple i dun noe... hahas... RAWR!!! ...
was toking crap in the mrt... dam fun... but.. den...go kfc.. dam siian... walao... hahas..

RAWR RAWR!!! ...

FEELING SO HAPPI!!!...YAY! LVL 6 PIGS OINK WITH MIIE!!! ^-^ :D
...the paiin is finalli going away :D ... ^-^'''

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GOD BLESS W387!

scolddd....

yesterdaee....
rawr.. yesterday.. had a fite wif mie ma.. dam long... when it finally over was 3+...den...i cried alot.. because she say i was supposed 2 sleep at 12.30.. den it ws 2.30.. den she saw mie on msn toking 2 wenjie... the msn nick is
"You can't produce a baby in one month by getting nine women pregnant" so... she thought im toking 2 some stranger.. she wanted 2 read every msn message i ever wrote out...paranoid...seriously paranoid.. anw... cried alot... i.. smsed beeleng ask her when is delieverence.. in the end i woke her up frm her zzzzz....oops...den...she call mie... and... i tok 2 her... until i stopped crying...realli verii touched that beeleng would actualli talk 2 mie at 3++4++like that... i didnt noe 1 sms tone wld wake her up so.. sorri...

2dae...sch...
hahas.. i realli verii touched by the tinks hilda says...because i realli now regard her as a true fren who will realli stick with mie through thick or thin.. she ...realli cares.. and i realli care about her and she care abt mie... so...yesh...mie jie jie :D

cell group...
was powerful...in the end.. cell group with bmfc is not so bad after all...hahas... well... i felt verii hurt by somethings...that i dun wanna write haha... well... anyway...crapping with jia ying and wendy was dam fun...

^-^
praise GOD!...i pray God forgives mie... ... ... i Love You My Heavenly Father...
Matthew6:33
but seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
Matthew6:34
So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

aiyz... well... hilda.. she... realli... make mie feel verii... er... use what word... ... ... -.- ... ... ... touched... cuz.. she..said somethings... that.. made mie wake up... some of the time... well... yea... thankz loh. :D ... hahas...
*{{even the strong fall sometimes}}*
rawr...
go pg 2dae...ah bin fall inside the monkey bar
look veri funni.
can laugh.
haha.
...
yay.
dots.
sian...
cried on the bus home... again.. haha.. the tears are starting 2 be a everyday tink... duno y oso.. haha.....rawr....zzz.............nid go do songsheet... breakaway, great is our god, falling, 1st love... hahas... rawr rawr...zzzz
zzz...
bb

i love you forever...

i..realli feel the love and..unity of MIE CLASS!!!! oh well ... some of dem anyway... yingting...aka shi fu...i promised her yesterdae tt i wld come 2 sch 2dae.. and... well...i was toking 2 sukhbir... and... she said that... yingting said that.. SHE KEPT HER PROMISE!... den sukhbir made mie promise her that i'll come sch tmr... haha...dots dots... oh well <3 ... i love dem... dey care for mie and i care for dem...this is called frenz. well... ... ... still feeling depressed... haiz...well...life sux... so... still distancing away from pple... its not obvious... but... arhx.. nvm... well... (y m i saying well so much!) (RAWR) !!! ...dots.... . . . . . . .

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aiyz.sian. yesterday... aud come mie hse... cop mie com. den..later... mie go msn... play wif wenjie msn games...pool... win him 2/3 ... hahaha...dots. ... still pissed off. and. nth left to say.hahaha.HAHAHA. dots.i dun wanna go sch...go there dam bored.. fail den fail lah...as if i care...aiyz. i really dun noe what m i supposed 2 do now...i've had it.

haiz

y do u have 2 go... ur the only few pple tt realli care 4 mie.. and i realli care 4 u... and... now..ur gone... multiplication sux... missing you guyz :'( ... best is dont let any1 get too close to hurt mie anymore... dun wanna keep crying. and...now... ... ...i dont know what am i supposed to do anymore...fuck.

multiplication...1x3..

cell group multiplied...haiz..stayed over at aud hse on sat...so mani tinks made mie so dam fucking pissed... haiz... anyway...the cg... 3mins of fame our noah ark won. so... yay... :) ... the multiplication was so sad... almost every1 cried... we went vivo walk walk... lao da bought alot alot of tinks. whoa..sunday...i was late meeting dem again. oops. sorry. haiz...the "last fellowship?" ... i duno... maybe next week we can finally watch transformers...robots in disguise. dots... anyway...i just came back from fellowship... and... well...w387 is just beeleng, wendy, bmfc, and a few other pple. this sux man. there are so many tinks i wanna cry out now. every time i wanna cry theres no1 4 mi 2 cry to... fuck this man. i just want some1 here rite now...some1 that i can call...some1 that... will listen.tell mie what m i supposed to do ...because i dont know anymore. im so confused. and. i keep thinking of backsliding. maybe i realli should. haiz... if onli life is so simple...WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO MIE!...nvm...its not lyk u care anyway.