ok... this will be a short post.. i mean, i only have 12 minutes. how long can it get....
haiz..
today wasnt exactly a good day..

just saying a few things dat happened,
my cher saw me using my phone, i pissed some1 off, my room is infested with ants, i dont know my homework, STILL havent deceided on a cca

this is like torture.
im just abit more cooled down then i was just now.. my table is still messy, but at least neater den what it was previously...
haiz...
so tired of a messy room. gonna have to start doing something abt dat..
kang said yeah, i cant put the blame on others..
and yeah, i agree.. i mean, i find im always doing that. its to easy to just blame others for your own wrongdoing, isnt it... but.. haiya. ppl Know dat youre not blaming yourself, and you will get like.. idk.. harsher treatment from dem i suppose. idk.

haiya. i hope i didnt do too much damage.. always seem to be speaking before i think.. its like.. the words come out of my mouth before dey are procesed by my brain....

haiya
i cant say anyway, the things im feeling now..
its so confusing..
im so lost, as usual.
anyway, my bed is clean, yore yore somewhere, donkey somewhere, tofu somewhere.... hmmmn.. ami needs a bath. one day. one day soon.. oh man, i miss ami!!! so long never hug it le... haiz.. oh well. i have 7 mins...
what can i write in 7 mins...
haiya...

tomorrow have lesson... thinking of joining badminton as a cca actually.. because its not tough, its not as boring as some other ccas, and its well... the schedule i can cope. i mean, i have lesson till 4, 10 on tuesday and fri, training is tues and fri, i can show up late, giving the excuse dat cher let us off late. and i still will get cca points! :D

HAHAHA!
hope francis lets me join.
hope i can.. hope i can cope.. its so scary being in a totally new situation, wit totally new ppl.. haiz.. thinking of dropping a maths too.. i mean, ppl say dont dont.. but hello, im taking 9 subjects. its not easy leh.

1. ENG
2. MT
3. E MATHS
4. A MATHS
5. POA
6. LIT
7. E. GEOG / SS
8. COMBINED BIO/ CHEM
9. art..

have any idea how hectic it is? dey SAY its combined, but in reality its just a little easier then the pure.. i mean, hello. walao.. just because dey combine 2 subjs into 1 grade, we still have to go for both lessons leh. i mean, normal as the pure, its not like deir lesson 1 hour ours 30 mins... walao.. headache.. always end up staying back later den the pure students.. its so unfair.

go home, no time to anything le...
walao

oh well....
2 minutes left..
what can i do in 2 mins. i just wanna sleep and forget this day ever happened.. its like torture lah. wahlao.. so sad... wanna do something productive oso cannot.
oh well.
life is miserable.

haha
no its not.
it is if you let it be, huh.
i mean, pastor said, the moment your thinking changes, your lifestyle changes.. you begin to grow, physically, spritually, emotionally..
haha
if its dat simple..
i'll start thinking lots
and
changing it
LOTS
X]
i have to go.
:)

sayonara, dont fall down, dont die, dont kana hantam