its always there, the past...
how to forget?
how to let go?

friendships are... well..
i dont know..
i mean... haiz.. im just not good at forming close relationships with ppl i guess..
either i'd let dem down or dey would let me down.
so stupid..
it can never seem to cross dat certain boundary..
haiz.
im feeling drained just thinking about the past.

i wish it wasnt mine.
its so. .. yux.
yuck.