yeah??
tired.
another sch day..
another time ppl despise my beliefs.
another time i feel mocked, i feel insecure, i feel hurt..
and yet time and time again, i have to tell myself to go on..
to press on despite the challenges and obstacles i have to face!
why?
it was just yesterday my faith was so strong, and what,
am i gonna let it just go because of people's words and actions?
no!
:)

baby christian = thin skin, thick heart.
mature christian = thick skin, thin heart.
so i will be thick skinned :)
whatever ppl say.. i wont let it get to me.. i wont let words destroy me.. i wont let myself be hurt by thoughts of revenge, and of hatred...
instead replace them with thoughts of love and peace and joy..

and no matter how people think i am,
let them think
i can never please the critics, as pastor said.
i dont want to.
i know who i am
i dont have to prove anything, even to myself.
i Know it.

is this the narrow way?
it hurts alot..

i believe.. help my unbelief...
i lean not on my own understand, but yours .. your ways are higher than my ways, i listen to your word...