what the fuck is happenin to me..

"where is the hungry for God eliz i noe"

i dont know.. i dont know where i went..
its like.. on fire for a short while... den..
so many distractions came in.. and..
well..
i dont like straying from god's prescence, i like cg and i like church..
but sometimes the ppl dat im wit make it really hard for me to just be myself..
because im not a sociable person?
idk
pressure?
idk.
who am i.
haiya.
so pissed off... nothing much will change it anyway.