i've no idea whats been goin on...
its like..
things have been rushing by so fast..
i dont have enough time to even reflect..

im no idea where i stand, where i am..

anyway, thanks, kimberly and calvin.. for .. haha.. counselling me :P
appreciate it.. the care and concern.
the butterfly :)

im confused...
will God take me back under his wing no matter what i am?
the scar will alwiz be there..
momentary or permanent.
im 14, dammit.
....

wanted to read dat bible...
den read few words.. realised didnt have the heart to do it.
dont have the patience... cuz im reading from a bible dat is 2307 pages long. its torture. and im only at genesis 5...... haiz. by march i'll finish it. hope God can forgive me...

hope ppl can forgive me..
i really dont know what im doing..
been living by God's Grace for so long..
i dont wanna stray.....