who am i, dat you would know me frm te start.. set me apart..

seems like i cant do anything right..
all i want is the assurance dat when dat day comes, things will go smoothly.. dat we can all play tgt. not like now, this timing, dat timing..den for me, i dont even know which roll at when and when at when... haiz.

den nw what am i doing? trying to get ppl to do what dey can..
i guess i'll stop trying. im not doing the best i can either.. guess dat puts me in no position to judge. ... haiya. leave it up to leader lah. im just another extra. =.= .....

its cutting into my time so much lah... like.. cant do this, cant do dat.. all because have lesson.. tired, sleeping late, missing cg.. havent missed church yet.. but. haiya.. hate this.

i dont have time for anything. and im not playing the instrument i actually wanna play. sian lah. on thurs... played it for awhile.. wah. heart pain sia... felt like crying.. dono why oso. dumb lah
=.=

tio.....