i feel like taking a dagger and sticking it down my throat..
so frustrated.
so far,
things have been going worse and worse
honestly, whats the pt of wasting time and money on something dat totally dosent help at all.
if theres no interest in it, why continue?
lemme ask you why?
O.O

stupid dumbass.
i cant shout back, right..
so what can i do
just sit here and bleed to death
oh
ahhhh..
im so scared..
oh aaahhh...
the torture, the torture
i dont care, man
....
..........
dumbass.
so effing pissed lah. wahlao
.....
lalalala...
lahlahlahlah..

i...
am..
so..
fucking..\
pissed ..
off.....
arrrhhhhh........................


frustrating...
..

hmmn
suddenly i feel hyper.
nt bad sia
X]
WAAAHAHAHAHA
MUAHAHAH
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
hw i wish i have a gun
den wont all my damn problems be solved? sure its running away, but what other choice do i have, honestly.
if i cant face them, who will for me.
oh. rephase.
who will i let face them for me.
no1 right?
hello.
....
haiya
im just toking nonsense lah walao.
damn emotions got to my brain
and making me go gila or wat
...
lalalala
im gonna see my dad!
sure,
in the mental hospital.
........
ask him take me there 1 day
see siao gila ppl
just like me
yay.....


come to think of it.
who am i
that i should even try to help others wit deir problems.
i cant even solve my own.
i rant and rant
and the vulgaraties is like halleluyah.
...
what can i do.
its
hypocritical lah.
the thing im most afraid of, right?
oh .
yeah.
who knows
who cares.
lalalala
dammit..