i feel so .. burdened...
its 5.32, i seem to be waking up at this time lately..
haiz.
its nt bad lar,
gives me time to wake up, take my time getting ready for sch.
bathe and everything.
but at the same time,
haiz....

i feel so weary.
1st day already the timetable like dat.
had to stay back in sch till 4.10.
i dont think i can cope with it.
whats worse, if i have to take art, i will DIE.
but i want to take art, because i actually Like art.
haiz.
everything else i dont so much like.
arh.
who cares.
i feel so sad.
.....
miss those long phone calls....
yeah.
i suppose..
no time for dat le...
oh well.
at least theres still saturday and sunday..
at least these 2 weeks theres no sch.
i cant stop feeling like this.
i dont know what it is, and i dont know why.
i felt so hyper yest morning, den at the end of the day i was so pissed off.
haiz.
today will be worse. i cant even go home till 9.
after school, have z2h lesson.
so will have to chiong homework during dat 1, 2 hour interval.
well, dat is if sch ends at 4.10 again.
i dont care le.

yesterday i slept at 9 /10
im still tired.
woke up at 4.
went back to zzz till now.
haiz.
i feel so burdened.
need a place to release all this stress.
its only the 2nd day back.
haiz..
i need somewhere to release stress.....
cannot take this any longer......
its killing me....
haiya.
whats worse every period is 35 mins now.
and,
since its homeroom system,
we have to go to the teacher's classroom. and walk walk all around the sch, and get lost. thats not the main problem. thing is, by the time we get there, and get ready, 5 mins is wasted. by the time greeting and everything, 10 mins is wasted. that only leaves 25 mins for lesson, and 25 mins is like nothing. might as well not have lesson. haiz. so sucky. yeah. oso, recess is only 35 mins. slow eaters dam jialat. its like so short lah! who can finish! haiz... does the new damn principal know the meaning of time constraint? does she actually USE HER BRAIN when she plans out the timetable? when she makes these 35 periods mins rules?
just because dey were used in other schs dosent mean dey should be used here.
its not like other schs, its not the cher come to class leh, hello.
its we go there leh.
and isnt it better to ahve like.. say.. 50 staff walking around a sch in a day, rather den 1000+ students flooding the staircases, and getting lost??!! O.O" HELLO!??
if its just sec 3 like dat i can understand, because differrent classes, different timetables.
but,
hello.
sec2, sec1, how abt dem. walk walk for what?!?!? O.O"
if it was opposite, it saves time lar. what will be doing during dat time? choing homework? talk? fiddle? relax for AWHILE during this stoopid busy schedule?
haiz.

sorry lar.
im complaining alot.
bu xi guan having no time for myself.
haiz.
so sucky.
ok. time to go bathe.
i cant remember what i was supposed to say here. so i will stop.
im just so damn pissed off at something, and for some reason, i dont know what that something is.
ARGHHH!??!?!?!?!?!?!
STRESSSSSSSSSSSS
PRESSUREEEEEE
YA LI!!!!!!!
CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!11
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!