new day
new class
new faces...
im gonna really have to forgive and forget and leave the past in the past...
haiz..

hope by God's grace, i can..
its such a big wound.
oh well.

time to change.
if i dont, will they?
obviously,
no.

things can only get worse.
and.. yet.. im still so unsure.

being wit him has been .. amazing..
its like...
i can be myself, without worrying what ppl think of me.. i can scream, shout, cry?
everything.
but at the same time,
i keep having doubts...
in my heart?
and.. the jealousy is still there...
it dosent leave..
haiz.
whatever it is,
hope its resolved quickly.
God oh God... i need you here with me...
your rod and your staff protect me..
under your wing, i am perfectly safe...

k..
i have to leave nw..
running late.
-.-
haiz..
I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY CLASSMATES!