i dont damn know how to put a password..
guess the best i can do is just try to encrypt within encryption everything i want to say..
dats like..
biggleman's case in ehh.. what was it.. some book lah.
the guy locked up the blueprints for the case within the case.
=.=

haiz
i feel like dying..
things have become so much more complicated den i expected dem to be.. i cant keep up with whatever is going on.. i dont know who i should listen to.. my conscience is saying who ,but at the same time, my head says NO. what has tt person ever done for me. dey care for me? dont lie..everytime i think dat even, seems like everything comes and pushes me down.. and makes me doubt whatever belief i had previously. i feel so sucky.

come to think of it,
if blogging makes things worse den they already are,
and since..
nevermind.
might as well die