cant take it anymore..
whatever IT is,
it'll just be the end of me, and i can just sit here myself and stare into space?
i feel so useless.
small thing cannot do,
big thing cannot do,

yea, there are scars on top of the scars.
should i add more?
its right in front of me..
so tempted.
maybe im Not growing.
what does it matter..
hw am i gonna face ppl nw..
did i make a mistake?
? O.O"
yeah..

will dey judge me based on that?!?
yeah?
no?
dont know.
dosent matter.
im in the wrong.
but idk whether i can take the punishment lying in store for me.
just run away?
isnt that cowardice?
or shouldnt i just start blaming myself again.
my blade is my friend.
the scabbard is my enemy
the scars are proof im nt afraid of bloodshed?
what is it.
a game?