somehow..
ive really lost that fire dat i had..
i dont want it to be a one time thing, where i just be so fervent for awhile, and now... its like.. some1 brought a extinguisher..
but isnt God the author and finisher of our faith?
i hope mine dosent get finished nw..

things have been the same,
im getting buried under all the pressure.
...
and..
it don matter anymore i guess..