sad..
i am dwelling in the past..
its so inevitable..
i mean, i cannot run..
however hard i try
im always stuck at dat same spot..
not moving
stagnant.
haiz..

i feel so lousy lah..
if only i didnt do things like that all the time..
if only the words i should have said processed in my mind before i had spoken..
then things wouldnt be so like dat.
cant change what is alr done.
can change what hasnt.
gonna aim on that.