if only there was something i could just vent out all my anger, all my frustration on.
i Hate this. its a trap and im falling right head on into it.

all i can do now is just scold fuck this fuck that.
no1s here for me to hit.
and if i hit the wall whats the point. it doesnt feel.
so pissed.
walao...

things just keep coming along that make it worse and worse.