wow.
maybe my mind really have problem.

had.. 1 nightmare, and 2 v. realistic dreams.
imagine one of my dreams was me at home, eating, just after i woke up. den i really woke up, and saw that i wasnt eating, and that the time was only 9+ ... should i go on fasting? ... this is the 1st time i fasted a 24 hour fast without feeling dizzy, or headachey... i feel so strengthened. but at the same time i feel so tramutized..

im really.. i feel like crying nw..

i dont know why after that, i feel really so damn tense.. it wont go away! ...
jiuming..

shit la..
i didnt know i was this weak.