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Monday, December 3, 2007

Friends, as you sow, that you will definetely reap. 30 fold, 60 fold, a 100 fold.

it never ceases to amaze me how spritually mature some people are. because when you see them, you think that what you see is what they are. its an automatic thought. but when you get to know them, then only you realise how mature they are. you cant tell by just looking at them once.

i one day.. i hope i can be that mature. because i dont read the bible, i dont exactly enjoy qt. i mean, i enjoy it. but i have trouble doing qt on my own, because its like talking to walls to me. so, i set up a blog to write my prayers to God. but its not the same, so its a dead blog now. there are only 2 posts there. and they arent long. haiz.. adrian yest said," sow attitude.. reap attitude" ... so.. maybe if i start sowing the attitude of just reading the bible.. maybe it will become a habit. ok i dont know.. hhahas...arh.. oh man.. i feel so useless, still. im still not doing anything.

i want to just spend this time doing nothing, because i know when school starts, i'll be so busy that i cant do anything i want to. now im still in shock that its holidays. i still cannot believe it. what the heck! i was thinking.. haiya. do something productive. then i realised, i dont have a single black pen in the whole house. so i cant do what i want to do, because it die die oso Must use a black pen, so im blogging. played abit of guitar, still cannot play well... dont know what to do, honestly. i always feel so left out, when im wit dem. but i cant feel like that forever! ...

i guess, like jiaying said before, its have to take the initiative to start conversations. im not an outgoing person. and i cant blame any1 for that, its my wrong. and... well .. i guess i have to change that. .. change what i can, do what i can, and leave the rest to God. if i sow that attitude of being more outgoing, not shy anymore, then i will reap 30 fold, 60 fold, 100 fold, a character that loves God, and loves ppl.

im still at the bottom. its like a ladder.. im at the bottom, and alot of people are on the top. but i can climb up there. and at the same time, i can climb down. but im gonna guard my heart, and hopefully i'll never climb down ever again. i dont want to be astray from God anymore. i still cannot pray well, i still cannot read the bible well. and.. well, what to do? ... haiz.. i can try.

pastor always says.. christianity isnt a religion, its a relationship! ... so.. i will try to talk to God, i guess. but at the same time.. have to respect his authority.. have to see him as, the creator of the universe.. and how vast is the universe? ...

"Area of a slice through the center of our universeArea = Πr2r = 1/2 the diameter = 1.7 x 1023 milesso area = 3.14 x 1.7 x 1.7 x 1023 x 1023 = 9 x 1046 square milesTo get of a sense of just how big this is, let's see what we can fit neatly into this area. If we took every single atom of the Earth's water and distributed it evenly in this area, there would be only one atom within each area of a bit more than one half a square mile.In 109, it was shown that the area of a slice through the center of our sun occupies 5.86 x 1011 square miles.In 1021, it is stated that the universe contains no more than 1023 stars all told and that the sun is considered to be an average star. Thus, if we would bring all the stars together and place them into one plane, they would all easily fit into our slice of the universe, with a very large amount of space to spare. Each star would protrude out of the plane for close to a half million miles. But each star, which occupies on average about 500 billion square miles, would in actuality have 1023 square miles of space in which to be placed. Thus, on average, each star would be about one hundred billion miles from its nearest companions. That's an incredible amount of empty space, much, much larger than our solar system, which is less than 8 billion miles across.In fact, considering that we have so much room to spare, we can do even better. If we now, cut up all the stars into slices, each not too many miles tall, we can still fit the entire universe of stars into our slice through the universe.The volume of our sun is about 8.6 x 1031 or just slightly under 1032. There are about 1022 "suns" in the universe. All told, they occupy 1022 x 1032 cubic inches of space, or about 1054 cubic inches. If we cut stars into ten-million-inch thick, rectangular slices and lay each slice next to each other, all these pieces would occupy close to 1047 square inches, about the same area as our slice through the universe. In other words, a slice through the universe just 160 miles thick can accommodate all the stars in the universe."

hahaha.. i dont understand. ..... brain slow brain slow. sian! ... arh wth. nothing to post liao. time to actually do what i said i would. hhahaha no mood to! ... grrrr... ok lah.gonna find that black pen, even if it keellss mee....... wth!!!! i NEED A 0.4/0.3 BLACK PEN!!!!!!!!!!!!..........

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