what am i doing, actually...
i dont even know..
i dont know where to go from here..
i dont know who to turn to..
i feel like ive went the wrong way, so far that i cant backtrack and find a way out.

how sucky is that.
..haiz...

if only.. if only i knew, for sure, what i do will lead to what...
i dont know, and..
well, its.. its these things that make life interesting right? ... but...
haiz..
im afraid of this.. i dont know where im going, what im even doing there...
kao bei..
thinking too much?

who knows...
haiz..
my dream..
will it ever come to pass...
its just a longing.. and..
haiz...

well, ive been told.. that..
being a nice person..
not neccessarily is a good thing..
and..
haiz
im so confused..
im really so confused...
haha..
cant keep using that excuse, that my brain slow..
what shit lah..

yea its slow.. but.. i think alot... and... oh well...
whats wrong with me...
oh man...
kao bei...
......
maybe im not supposed to do this?
help! ...
haiz..
wedding dinner tonight...
they are so lucky, that they found the right person. dey gonna have a future together.... lucky..
blessed?
i dont know..

hahahahahah
im crazy.
who the hell cares..
kao BEI!!!!
RAWRRR!!!


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
my brain seriously not working properly..
can feel its abit off
...
k,
very off.
MUAHAHAHA
BLEAHHHHH
......
lucky no1 is here to cam it down or anything.
im going insane
buahahaha