i have a zero to hero band :)
me- drums
valerie chia- vocals
isma- keyboards
janice- bass
eugene- guitar, backup vocals. :)

THANK GOD I FINALLY FOUND THEM!!!
hahas..

prob is
commencement date is the 25th.
and... well, the 25th is the last service we have at expo.

haiz...
i feel so sucky.
hope i can make it for fellowship at least...
oh man
..

i just ate stale food. taste really disgusting. can feel it in my throat now.. feels like i gotta vomit or something. yuck. haiz... my idiot ma ate all the biscuits and chocolate. and im left with 6 hour stale food. YUCK. why did i eat that. haiz... feel so dumb. it tasted alright then.. haiyo!!!

haiz..
i feel so bad today, i wasnt able to protect her. well... k la i'll just say names.
i wasnt able to protect tharshini.
i dont know why the class hates her lah! its like.. what the hell...
...
*k.. found the chocolate, at least don taste so bad nw... im gonna get fat. arh who cares. *

yea, the class like everytime kachaio her like that... i feel so burdened, because i befriended her, and... well, i feel against the class now. haiz.. 1 more week of this hell to tahan. waliao.
fatin dey all... go take her charm bracelet that her bf gav her.. and threw it around.. i feel so USELESS. i felt like such a bad friend.... haiz... what am i man... what am i doing man... =.= .... at least im not hated, too, but.. i feel so heartbroken cuz of this. a whole class ganging up to bully some1... she.. is strong enough to ignore it la, but.... haiz... oh MAN! why do i keep getting myself into all these problems. always. always, i feel like this. haiz.. one day i hope i can protect her.

haha.. after sch, met alwin, zhu na tan, kenneth, nicholas, shan and vivian :)
BOUGHT JING YI's PRESENT!
haha.. den went kopitiam eat...
was a really Good time.
felt like pg gang again.
felt like the past again.
:)
HUISHAN'S GONNA BE IN NEWSPAPER AGAIN!!!!
so good lar!!!
haha..
:D

...
oh ya, after that, went vivian's hse. shanika came for awhile, den left wit shan to meet beeleng i think? .. donno.. haha .. den alwin came to teach vivian maths tuition. i felt so EXTRA!!! .. hahas.. anyway.. i hope i wasnt too much of a distraction... hahas..i finished my homework :) ... hahas... feel so happy.

then alwin left, me and vivian went to help huishan see the schs... for her sec? .. haha
i felt so bad! .. i think i made a bad choice, and.. wasted my sec 1.. or else i will be such a different person.... haiz.. so wasted. hope its not too late.

thinking abt going back to hockey. i dont want to be a quitter, and i really do like hockey. i just feel intimidated... haiz.. why AM I INTIMIDATED BY ALMOST EVERYTHING!! ZZZ! ...

oh well... today will be a short post. i dont have anything to say. im really confused, and stil really lost. i still need a guide through this. i made a BIG mistake. im not even sure what i did. haiz. im this blur!... wth!!! zzz... k lah...

god bless you.
keep on believing.