i feel so limited.
what are emotions?
Quote from wikipedia, : "An emotion is a "complex reaction pattern, involving experiential, behavioral, and physiological elements, by which the individual attempts to deal with a personally significant matter of event." It arises without conscious effort and is either positive or negative in its valence." ???

i dont understand that. ... why must it be complex. i dont understand so many things.. haiz.. why? ...
i cant ask for help. i cant be myself, i cant do this, i cant do that.
why? ...
why.... im feeling so lost... and.. i cant say why ... haiz... why do i bother.. posting this shit