today is really a miracle day.
i cant even remember what went wrong the day before!
i cant even remember being so happy in my Life!
well.. it started out normally, bla bla.. overslept la, woke up at 7.30, which is 1 hour later den usual, and... well, LUCKY was nt late! :D ... so.. yeap :) ... exactly on the dot on time X]

den.. so. Thank God for that la!
and, well.. service. i had to find eugene. had to pass him a form, so told him to tell me when he reach. he didnt. so i was thinking.. waliao.. hav to find that bodoh! haha... so.. followed vivian go buy food... *in the end i oso buy lah* .. den... well, when we taking wallet tt time, i kiasu abit, go bring his form along -.- ... hahas! so.. i saw him. that saved the trouble! Thank God. i didnt hav to search the whole hall ... hahas!!!.. yeap :)

3rd thing, well.. CHOIR AUDITIONS WERE TODAY!!!
i was really scared. to be honest. well, i mean, almost Every1 was older than me. wth! ... so dey put us in groups of 5... so.. we.. sang la! :D ... and.. well, i was .. the youngest... the rest were like... 19+, and i know one of them was 25... haiz.. yea, so i felt pressurised. oso, that Adrain went la, i was expecting to be put in the same group as in, because we are in same cg... and..so before they grouped us, i felt at ease, because was thinking to myself, at least i know some1 there.. because dey really are STRANGERS. ... and lol, OLD STRANGERS! hhaha.. nah...zz... so it was scary lah. adrain's group was slower than mine :) ... so.. ok, we were briefed on what we had to do la, and.. well.. we sang 2 songs, great is our god, and God of my FOREVER!... haha.. ok, the pitching went well... ok, average.. haha.. ok lah!! BAD. i couldnt reach the high notes, as usual. i mean, WTH LAR! i HAVE A LOW VOICE!... zzz.. rawr!.. so.. yeap. i was really intimated by the "examiner", because she could sing notes that... ok, er... tatu? that singer/band.. she could reach their average note. which is really like.. 1 octave higher than normal, which is like.. WOW. tats really all i can say, WOW. i was SO JEALOUS!!!! HAHAHAH.. NAH!!!!.. lol.. anyway, it was scary lah! ...k, after that, we had to sing as a group and individual in front of the judges.. it was SUCKY!!!!.. ok, for one thing, k, the praise,Great is our God, the octave dey sang. i CANT reach it. so i was like.. trying and trying, and well, the sound was .. well, horrible. :) .. so... worship i hope i made up for that mistake... haiz, ok, this is the DUMB PART. when it was time for invidual, i FORGOT THE LYRICS!!!!!!! WTHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!..........it was the Dumbest thing i could ever do. Dumb Dumb Dumb Dumb Dumb!!!!... haiz.. so i was like.. "God Of My Forever... eh.. sorry, whats next..?" haha.. dey had to say the lyrics out in the pause before each stanza so i could catch it!!! like WTH!!!! i really cant believe it larh...zzz. oh well... trusting God for a miracle there :) .... my Group members said that i hav a nice voice, but just don nervous can liao or something... sing louder.. yea.. something like that la... God... :D HELP ME! :D :D :D

k, after that we went fellowship. it was SIAN. i met them 1st, because adrain the Group was going pitching, when i left. den he say "you wan you go 1st la" so i go lo... den.. at changi, robin fetched me frm mrt, so i had a chance to pass him his cds, 3 emery and 1 underoath :) ... after that, in the staff canteen, dey all practically shouted in my face, "HOW WAS AUDITIONS!!! DID YOU GET IN???" .. .wah.. i was so touched.. didnt think dey will be like that lar... so.. i was really happy :)
PTL!

anyway *i got hiccups now* zzz..
it was sian at staff canteen... so zzz larh!! so.... was really sian lar, dey were sleeping. wendy and adrain, he come liao, and wendy fren,and vivian, and jing yi went off 1st, so only left pg gang... and Dey were sleeping :) .. well most of them larh... so.. i was real bored, and alwin and kokseng came over to our table, and we started poking the... er.. what is that... er....mussels? ham? yea... haha..and..well, we poked it till it inside the black black thing ... came out.. and.. well, it was GREAT! had a bet wit alwin, played zhou ji mi ma, and whoever lose, will hav to eat the ham. AND HE LOST!.. hahaMUAHAHA.. he don wan eat the ham.. so he call me jie :) MUAHAHA
i feel like BOSS!

muahaha
...
we went outside, play rain X]
so it was GREAT!!!! WE SHOUTED AND SCREAMED AND WENT HIGH AND GOT WET!!! :D :D :D... it was GREAT!!! i felt so happy... i felt really so happy.. happy until canot more happy... Thank God for his creation. the rain is so beautiful. feel soo cold.. so shuang!!!
haha...

k la.. after that, waited wit pg dey all for aud's pa to come back.. so he did lar, and later then, er.. i went to douby ghaut meet vincent, wesley, robin, angela, songxian... so.. yea :) ... was fun lar.. felt bad, because i was the youngest so i don dare go high X]
hahas...

anyway, went wit zhi long go queenstown eat... haha he like play wit food -.- .. DIAO! sat at table later read bible :) .. was fun la...so.. if you reading this, thanks, for peiing wo :) appreciate it X]

yea.. anyway. .now at home lo.. was a long day. its 12.23 nw. im tired. zzz... k lar.. going zzz liao.. oh YEA! ONE MORE THING TO ADD. MY BOUGHE ME CHOCOLATES! which i will eat like a pig and if dey don melt, i'll bring to sch tmr :) giv fatin dey all muahaha.. well, most likely i won la.. :D haha..

IM TOO LAZY TO DO MY HOMEWORK!
IM TOO LAZY TO FIND MY HOMEWORK!
TOO LAZY TO BOTHER!!!!!!!!!!

im really confused.
afraid of peer pressure.
afraid of alot of things.
OH YA

i forgot to write one thing
i was really inspired with the message that pastor phil pringle shared today X]