hello :)
im in sch nw...
its really cold.
so... im freezing X]
not feeling too well.. dont know why either... -.- zzz...
anyway,
i will always remember
20/11/07.
and i hav no idea why.
JIUMING JIUMING!! im DAM CONFUSED!
=.=
z z z z

feel like hundaoing lah.. so cold.
everytime the aircon blows a breeze towards me i feel like dying.
cant type fast on this keyboard either.
hhahaah.. im complaining alot :)

oh YA!!!
mdm mas said that i always look sick.

so i giv the this face.. O.O"
HUH?
-.-
diaoz...

was thinking.. really meh? ... im ok what. im just tired. zzz.... dots! ... haiz... feel like going back for cca... but.. scared that if i go back, the ppl will like... you know, ... -.- aiya, im scared i get ignored. ... i guess... because i didnt go for like.. 6 mths?! ... so.. if i suddenly turn up, som more all the sec1s will be better than me, not to mention the sec2s.... my cca is hockey by the way. -.- ... i will be the WORST!..... so pai seh. GOD!!!!!!!!

im attempting to fast today, ask God for an ans.
*this keyboard is really hard to type, so its making alot noise. lucky the sch library is almost empty :) *
yea. came out of the bathroom, saw my ma on my bed, eating biscuits. wa... THAT WAS TORTURE LAH!!!!!! zzzz
feel like dying.
dont know what to do.
think i made a mistake.
ok,
Many MISTAKES.
im so confused. >.<'''
feel like hiding my head in my hands and crying non stop.
thing is, for some reason, i cant cry as easily as last time. tears don flow so fast liao.
last time is wah!
any small thing...
*sniff sniff*
-.-
DIAO...
this seems to be a long post. ... haha..

k
i will make it longer.
i have time :)
15 more mins till class starts.
heh heh heh heh heh.
MUAHAHAHA
=.=

...
k,
yesterday.
i woke up. felt sick. kept sneezing. so pa say don go sch. den, i was happy! so i went and play com for awhile, eat breakfast... then.. valerie smsed me abt what happen, den she called me. her day was dam suay la... haiz.. morning, ma din wake her up, so her pa scold. she was late for guitar, (her cca is guitar) ... den, well.. no more sch guitars to use. so she sat there like an idiot, staring at every1 else, den she sneaked out of the sch compound and called me and went my hse. den she explain to me exactly what was wrg la... den.. wa.. i feel so bad, because she cried. she called her pa den her pa.. scolded her.. called her things i cant imagine that she is. so... she cried! ... haiz... so i went wit her back to sch, which was really dumb, because we walked from the back gate, which was locked, to the front gate. and all the gates in between, we tried them. and.. it was real dumb, all were locked. we walked around like idiots. :D ... so... yeap! went to sch. saw her pa at the bookshop. he was supposed to meet her after guitar to buy her books. so... he had a black face la! was a really tense situation. zzz!!!!! DIAO... so she went home wit her pa, i took the bus. she smsed me that she kena big scolding in the car. i feel so useless. haiz... and one more thing, i really regret NOT BRINGING MY DAMN IPOD. so sian la, the bus ride back home. haiz.. just hope shes ok. T.T'''

God oh God...
i dont know what else should i post.
feel really limited.
as in,
i feel that my posts have to be limited.
dont know why too... ZZZ!
k...
9 more mins, den lesson time.
what should i do for 9 mins.
rant rant rant!

muahaha...
i like this colour.
loud.
attract ppl's attn to read it.
X]
HAHAHA
... that was dumb.
k,
anyway, im in the library with tharshini now. its raining, and mdm mas is in a bad mood. i wanna sleep.
eh, no.
i wanna die.
die die die.
see my soul floating..
kk kk,
this is the scenario.
k,
emo ger,
at the top of the 22 storey building.
looking at fireworks. ... bla bla.. happy happy! theres a party going on downstairs. the emo ger is staring down at the floor. thinking abt laws of gravity.
she sits on the window ledge.
lift doors open. its empty.
she feels a gush of wind.
tears stream down.
she climbs onto the ledge. with her final breath.
she lets go of the scream she held inside for so long.
and..
freefalls down to the hard concrete floor.
Death has TRUIMPHED!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

satan is happy.
God is sad?
friends dont even know.
they still party on.
*eh lol, just realised party on is a song title -.-*
DOTS!
k.
nevermind
that was crap.
imagine what its like to free fall down to earth, feeling the wind den.. the IMPACT.

BAM
like from here,
_________<--ledge
.
..
...
....
....
.....
.....
......
......
.......
.......
..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
..
TILL HERE, FLOOR,_____________________________

BAM!
IMPACT!!
DIE!
no lar, you will bounce :)
haha.. this is crap.
3 mins more till lesson.
im really bored.
maybe i have a fever! YAY DEN I CAN GO HOME! :D
but im lazy...
zzz
k
nevermind.
:P NEHH!!!

God.
I NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER.
and i dont know why.
GOD . . . .
oh ya.
one more thing,
I FINALLY FINISHED EXODUS!!!!!!! ...
for the 2nd time.
HAHAS!

i hope that byt he end of this year, ic an finish the bible! that means.. hmmn.. 64 chapters in 40 days.
ELI JIAYOU ELI JIAYOU ELI JIAYOU!!!!!!!
THERES 1 MORE MIN LEFT!
TIME TO GO!!! T____T'''

plz tag me if you read finish this whole post :)
thanks
i wanna know who did, thats why.
X]
take care.
God bless,
and
dont fall down.