hello
im in sch nw
nothing to do.
the font here is really dam big. like we blind like that, cannot see hav to use this method.
anyway, its like a miracle today,
because im not tired.
hahaah
slept for 4 hours, yest. blah!... stayed up till 2 doing the damn assignment... shit lah! ...
haiz

mdm mas said that i gotta let go of the past, and thats its ok to ask for help. haha. tharshini oso said to me, "any problem you have just go tell mdm mas la!"

haha..
diaonz..
what do they know :)
...
its not that simple.
i cant tell even a counsellor everything.
for one thing, i dont even know what should i say, or where should i start. haiz.. now i just feel really panicky. im really really worried about the results... haiz.. i hope i dont get retained! ... cant be overconfident. shit lah.

.... stupid pig reached home safely. thank God. ..... toopid pig. damn ass pig. diao....
hahas.
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i cant believe that i said fuck about 10 times yesterday. its been so long since ive used vulgarities. at the worst is just kao bei kanasai... is kanasai a vulgarity? idk.. hahahah... anyway.. yesterday is a blank again. dammit lah! i always fall asleep at the wrong timing like that. grrrh.....

hope vincent's ear is ok... donno what happen! ... haiz.. jialat lah. every1 is going deaf slowly. are earphones actually a blessing or a curse in disguise. -.- .... SIAN LAH! ...

lesson started. i dont care anymore. im just too lazy to go, and anyway, tharshini said that lesson will start at 11.45. yep, i learned my lesson. dont follow the crowd. know what? my hair senget again. donno why yesterday, it was straight :) .. now, like on fri, its slanting again. sian lah! ....alwiz like that. i feel hungry. its recess now. no heart to eat. no mood to eat. anyway i think theres gonna be pizza that the sch bought for us later. so i don ahve to spend any $$$ today. thank GOD, because the z2h 25 dollars i havent pay yet. blah! som more eugne's 50... waliao i feel so dead. at least finished building fund for nov liaoz :)

take care, alvina, while youre in china.
if youre reading this,
we will really miss you.

PTL! for everything. everything then, everything now, and everything yet to come.