today... i dont know what to say, honestly...

i feel that ive let it go on for too long.. and.. im really unsure of what have i been doing, what Am i doing, and what ive done wrong.

did i make a mistake?
or did i do the best thing that i could have ever done...
what issit?!
...

haiz..
ok
different topic.
i didnt know that so many things are going on and i dont even know about them...
that really sucks lah! ...
haiz
how am i gonna help,
if i dont know what i can help to do...
shit lah!
...
haiz..
what am i doing man..

what the hell am i doing man...
this isnt shining for Jesus,
this is being a selfish bastard.
time to wake up.
time to be all that i can be...

..haiz..
i'll do my best.
and even if its not my best..
i'll still try.
shit lah im too tired to do qt...