i won post what happen today..
im... arhh.. im still ..

im..
im still scared..
abt it..

yeah...
...

my heart dosent feel peaceful as usual..
i feel really tense...
today wasnt really a good day. alot of things went wrong..

..but..
thanks, to.. yea, you all...
thanks..

i really appreciate.. you all being there.. because.. without you.. well, im really really very scared..

thank you.