i will NOT conform to the image of the world
if you dont like who i am, so be it.
i cannot possibly please everybody.
so i will aim for one thing.
to please my heavenly father.
his opnion is the only one that matters
of course i wont go delibrately searching for trouble,
but i will not be affected by people's opnions of me anymore.
their thoughts will not rule my life.
it will never define me,
it will never make me who i am.
i will be who i want to be.
i will do what is right, simply because it is right.
and at the same time,

i will try to build up these characteristics:
-kingdom-mindness
-God-fearing
-loving, love God, love ppl
-Helpful
-generous
-freely give, freely receive
-truthful
-honest
-trustworthy
-selfless

i have to start somewhere, if i really wanna change.
i mean
i dont wanna stay stagnant here forever.
i dont want to stay at the bottom.
i want to grow.
people grow, after they have been in church for some time.
ive been there for 2 years and 2 months.
time to have something to show for it.
:)

i will not be who people want me to be.
i will be who God wants me to be,
i will be who i want me to be.
people who think im too this or too that
whatever.

if im wrong,
i'll change
if i havent,
i'll try harder.

and one day
i'll grow.
more mature,
more spritual
more loving..

as i sow attitude,
i will reap character.