i dont get it. why are things so confusing?
why cant life just be in simple black and white pictures, without all the double crossing, looking back,...
haiz.. im regretting...
regetting everything i ever did....
regretting everything i've yet to do... is that possible?

confused.. as usual. nth to gain, everything to lose. typical..
isnt that what i am? the trouble maker.. the problem in itself...
haiz....

dosent matter.

half the time i feel like a tool.. something others use... caring for me is maintainence.. like dat.. haha. oh well. maybe its wo xiang tai duo.. idk lah. just feel like dat....... haiz

"confusion is nothing new"