so angry.
today woke up
fever
sian.
....
why am i becoming more and more fragile
ok,, "FRAGILE"
....

anw, i really donno what i want to do wit my life. if i don dare to kill myself, how can i do things dat make life better for MYSELF....... hmmn. *brain storm brain storm brain storm*

hmmn.
i guess.. making ppl.. recognise me won be a bad idea..
haha. whats the use of posting dis. i won do dat.
hahahaha.
well. some1 told me.. its a competition. well. haha. i guess den i'll have to aim to get 1st... zzzzz. but how is it a competition...
dosent it totally defeat the purpose?

... i'll never understand why i was put on this damned earth for. i could have died as a baby. i think i was supposed to.... but why am i still alive?! .... haiz. well.

life dream... kill ppl.. i wanna be a terrorist when i grow up.. hahas. idk why, but im becoming more and more sadistic.. i laugh when i see ppl suffer.

argh
heck

ANYWAY
today. i was 30 mins early for lesson, and isma and the rest were 30 mins late. i ended up waiting an hour. thanks. :) ..............
and, hello. SOS ISNT EASY.
its 16 beat, dammit.. think im dat pro..?!
.. haiz..
well. it'll help if you guys don keep pressurising me. i know when the deadline is, im doing my best as it is, k? ...
haiz..