idk wtf im doing anymore,
whether issit because i keep pushing ppl away or whatever effing shit,
but maybe it'll take 11 days
den i'll cease to exist.

if it dosent hurt, it wont hurt trying, huh?
i'll try.

... hmmn. browsing some webbies.
so cute "gun shot through mouth or temple " pain? NO, unless you miss (NOTE: you do NOT want to miss) hahaha! so cute
...
is being gased to death painful?