wahz. im surprised im alive dis morning actually. last nite.. was really crying..
for awhile, den i went outside..did sth stupid lah, but.. yeah.. haiz. i woke up, then my about 5th thought was, "WTF! im still ALIVE =.=" ... argh..... its so frustrating to think, dat im alone.. but looking ard me, i kinda am.. and its kinda sad .. haiz. well. dats me... i mean.. nt many ppl ard me anymore. i keep pushing pple away. maybe i should sink back to being a loner.. no matter hw boring it is. i'll self entertain. haiz... anyway, its late. im worried. so. heck lah. maybe i did get penetrated abit. who knows. my blog got problem anw. ... haiz... oh yeah, surprisingly, fried egg cum mushroom/chicken ball cum mixed vegetables, fried, dont taste dat bad.. =.=