What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

i cant imagine what life will be like if i have to suffer another heartbreak..
haiz..
i feel so weary..
im leaning on God's and his' strength now..
without those two ppl,
i'll be a gone case le..
i feel really fucked up..


without GOD, without HIM,
i will really start crying, really start breaking down.
yes, emotionally, im really weak. i know that.
at any small thing, i can cry, i can worry ppl alot.
thing is,
when i cry,
the ppl i want to listen dont.
the ppl i dont want to listen dont.
what the fck lah.
don wan to blog liao.
can feel the tears welling up.
shit.