its been so long since i posted something....
4 days
wow.
new record..
okay lah,
den this post will make up for those four days..
i hope :)

13-15 december,
~BREAKAWAY~~!!!!!!!!! youth camp!
hahas
it really brought me up to a higher spritual level...
w387, n402, and i think 2 other cell groups were in "Priest" house
haha.. my original reaction was.. okay, whats with the name.. hhaha.. adrian was saying, we should be called chapel, because the priest's house is a chapel.. haha! diao lah! anyway, the end result was we lost by 5 POINTS to ninja house... haiz. lost a 200 dollar ben and jerry voucher.. eiyoh.. bleahh....sad sad.. anyway, the camp was really Good... although the water was freakin cold, and we stayed up late in the night.. things were really very good.. when i went with samuel and jac to service on sat, wow... i never praised God like that before.. i cried at the 3rd praise song... which was weird lah, because the only time i cry when hearing praise songs is usually the 1st, but that was when i was at the lowest point of my life.. i think ppl think i siao lah, praise God until like that... bleahh... haha, anyway, whatever :) dosent bother me anymore.. im seeking God's attention, not man's... anyway, aiyoh.. i feel abit away from God lately... donno why.. hate this feeling lah ....haiz.. oh well..

cant wait for the next camp! hahas.. its really v. good.. aiyoh, i hope the day comes when i can go up the stage, and share a testimony, and.. i hope ppl that hear it will really feel impacted.. God did so much for me... oh God.. i dont ever want to be away from you! save me from my own destruction.. oh Lord...

haiyoz...
anyway, on sunday, i was really happy, because the drums lesson, they said i caught up really fast! i mean, i didnt come for 1 or 2 lessons, and i was on par with every1 else.. not left behind or anything.. haha... the drum roll was hard though .. its like... 1, 2, 3, 4, 1, 2, 3 and a half, start, end at the next count 1, its like, LR SNARE, L SNARE, R SNARE, CYMBAL/BASS, den start the B/High hat/Snare rhythm..

took me really long to get the rhythm, because the Bass was off beat.. its like..aiyoh, how to say.. anyway, it was on beat with the snare, so what was really dumb, is that i played high hat with bass, cannot. i play high hat with bass with snare? can.. haha! but my high hat abit messsed up, and too many bass notes still.. haha.. but still, PTL that i learned fast :)

really felt the love of my fellow eh.. ok, the ppl learning drums with me.. dey arent in my band lah, but.. still.. wah, dey encouraged me alot! hahas.. thanks alot to, eh.. idk your name.. haha..you said "wah, you really learn v. fast" i felt really encouraged by that.. thanks! hahas
...

anyway, i was more myself in this lesson than the previous 1, which i was damn quiet.. i hate quiet!!! eiyoh!... haha.. but its still awkward being myself, without my friends there.. because i'll do really stupid things.. was playing with my drumstick make it like grasshopper antenna like tat.. den zhu zhu zhu...eiyoh, was playing everybody dance now on the drum!


EVERYBODY DANCE NOW
bass , snare, bass
2 TIMES
base base, snare, bass
3 TIMES!
base base, snare, bass bass, snare, bass bass, snare, bass
BREAK IT DOWN NOW!
haha.. idk how to play this, because when i wanted to, the bass pedal spoil :P .. the screw was loose when some1 was adjusting it just now.. seriously, some1 came and adjusted it ... idk what i did lah! suddenly i play, den the tong tong thing didnt come back down... stuck there... wah lao. gimme shock only! haha.. but its ok liao :) me and isma fixed it..

aiyoh
im scared of the drums now..
hahas
met Robin after lesson
hahas....
went eh.. where did we go.. hmmn.. i only remember went to suntec.. hhahas.. finally got him a xmas present! happy! dont have to wait liao.. if youre reading this, hope you like it!!! :)
hmmn...
felt so shuang on the busride back to city hall.. haha.. i like buses maybe.. hahas..:)

dont know..

dont know what to post.. i'll end here