HEYA~ ...
church.. was great...
really.. cried alot today hahas...
as in, not only during worship...
haizz
anyway,
immediate blessings happened today
hang on, im gonna share :)

Well... offering... tat time, i just.. put in all i had... which was, my tithe, and my $50 blessing that i received on friday...so total was 62.70? and.. well, when i came home, say a bag on my room table la~ .. was dam curious.. ~ so i open loh.. haha! :P ... den.. wa... was a pair of slippers.. which was something i wanted for a long time... hahas.. wow... i cant believe i got Blessed AGAIN~ just wheni thought nothing more could happen..

hahas..

Amen! :D

anyway.. today was a realy depressing day actually, for me... i was really frustrated last night, that i had to do finish SOME1's bdae card before can sleep.. was having headache, so in bad mood loh -.- haha! :P ... anyway, today.. i was debating with myself whether should i go to church today arnot.. because, well.. i cant not go mah.. because that.. that.. haha.. i had to bring the CARD! hahas..yea... anyway, it was really GOOD service today.. i mean, i really cried out during the worship.. thank GOD it was LOUD lar, the music and singing :) .. otherwise, ppl will hear me screaming.. i really Cried out hahas... *lol so drama -.- * heh heh heh :P

anyway, emoed for the rest of the day lor.. well, almost all of the rest of the day X[ haha.. den.. jiaying.. talked to me, and prayed for me when we were going home.. she stayed with me at queenstown mrt for awhile to pray for me... hahas.. im really touched by that lar.. anyway :) .. haa... :) thank God for jiaying............. hahas...after that, den she went to sch to study :)

hahas... i guess im just a really fearful person loh... the problems keep repeating, replaying, like movie like tat hahas. in my mind. so... i will never just see things once... its like.. a movie, where it rewinds, and replays, and rewinds, and replays.. and each time it replays, new subtitles come out..and . . . . . i always think something .. like.. the question, "what if?" can have alot of answers.. so... yeap... haha...

anyway, i just hope that i can get delievered SOON... hahas... this is a dam long post!!! haha.. i hope.. well.. hope the ppl ive wronged will forgive me... and i hope that i can forgive the ppl that have wronged me...hahas... love your enemies... never thought it could be so hard... T___T'' *giving diao face -.- *

heh heh
k...s a y o n a r a :)