HEY!

hahas.. end of the 1st week of the horror fest...(aka, the 1st week of the whole november programme... hahas)

it was really, Not as bad as it seemed...i was expecting real shit lar.. hahas... well... im lazy hahas... heez.. anyway, it really helped! but the thing, is, that it helped me Understand where my problem lies, it helped me to POINT out what my problem is. not pinpoint. just briefly... yea.. but thing is, it did Nothing to help me ... but it told me what my problem is lar.. haha.. so.. hahas.. well.. i hope thats the 1st step to solving it.. hahas... yeap...

went out wit nila auntie... haha... was really weird lar.. because, well... frankly, i dont like going out with her alot, for the simple reason that she is really FORMAL.hahas.. but i love her lar still, she is family.... gotta respect her whatever she is like. .anyway she really treated me very well today, she took me to this restaurant, er... upstairs of tangs, and.. .wa.. the food .. was.. amazing..... it was like WHOA!!! hahas... den we talked for awhile.. about some problem wit my cousin... really ... i can see history repeating, i can see myself, my past reflected in her... but i just hope that i can help her lar.. i dont think she will let me... after what happened.... (i still don see how its my fault)... haiz... oh well.. anyway, she may be moving to china wit her pa and my auntie nila for 6 months... (btw, she is 6 mths younger than me) yea.... haha...

i hope things go well tmr... im really scared... im scared of ppl.. i guess.. hahas.. . anyway, 2 ppl said that i was artistic today, so im really in a great mood, really hope that i can do his bdae card without failure.... hahas.. i already wasted 2 sheets of paper, and had to go buy again today haha.... anyway, time to get to work!