idk why am i in such a bad mood today...
it seems like everything is going wrong...
i hate this lar... its the same feeling as when i wanted to backslide... but thing is, i dont ever want to backslide ever again... and i hav to go thru this dam fucked up feeling -.- WHATS WITH THE DAM MOOD SWINGS....

thing is, it seems like i cant even do anything RIGHT. im such a failure.... im stubborn.. dammit... i tot these feelings left... why do i feel like this again.......FUCK lar...

i really feel like crying....... i feel so lied to, so betrayed... so uncared for... haiz.....i wish i can love.. why cant i love.....why am i so limited...why am i so useless... why am i such a bitch........

why ...


i wish i knew...

but who cares, right?