haha..
cell was at my house today..
i said alot of wrong things, things that i was not supposed to say hahas.... anyway, might hav hurt som ppl's feelings... but.. well.. dey hurt mine :') its a sad world

went to angela and angeline's bdae today! hahas.. it was great.. only problem is that dey stay so far ...deir rooms all so cute lor! hahas... got many places to play hahas... its really nice. well, i hope dey had a great bdae... now 21... wa.. so many ppl came, 3 cgs, and deir frenz.. so totaled up to about 50? hahas.. i dono... anyway, it was really great!... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANGELA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINE!!!!

hhahas... well.. just reach home lar anyway.. yes, its 11.20pm. :) Robin sent me home.. hahas.. im really very grateful for tat... hahas... but feel v. bad, because forgot to pass him the disc... haizz..SORRY!!!! well... didnt want to go wit pg gang dey all lar.. go home... maybe im thinking too much... as usual.. haiz... i feel so dead. -.- today during cg... cried out.. felt nothing.. well, i suppose it is because i subconsciously expected to feel nothing.. but i didnt know it will be like THIS. -.- .... i feel like.. i feel that there is a thick barrier that blocks me from Everything... including family, frenz.. even GOD.. . . i feel more alone now than ever..haiz... i hate this............

when i look around me, im just.. haiz.. ok, maybe im scared of the world? i dont know... maybe
who knows

im weird.
haiz...
gotta do finish SOME1's bdae card before can go zzz -.- haizz... k... yeap, sayonara.
plz
if
you
have time,

keep me in your prayers ...
i really need them...