rant rant diff book

hahas..
k
you know what?
I WILL RANT X]

hahas... i think i fell for beeleng's trap, she asked me who is the person who lied to you... ended up wit a long explanation hhahas -.- haiz die die... oh well... hee..... DAMMIT! T___T ''' well, anyway, im gonna have to find something to do nowadays, since i don see a point in studying since exams are over... hahas... maybe i'll try to finish reading that really really thick bible -.- hahahas....no not the normal one, the Life Application Study Bible X] hahas... well, LIKE IM SO DEVOTED XP hahahaha... lol... its like.. 2300 pages long , come on man ! oh well.... time to study..... -.- just with a different book...

k... im gonna TRY TO live for God's approval, not man's approval, like beeleng said... hahas... k lar k lar... idk whats gonna happen.... im scared, paranoid, going insane wit all this pressure... haha . . . anyway, im thinking now, that i'll give up with feeling angry. it dosent solve anything. if i wan anything done, i will get revenge X]HAHA..... ....OR, i'll just close up my heart and not let any1 hurt me anymore :) that way, its like a win win situation.. well it seems like that to me nw, cuz so i wont be bothered by anything going on around me :) ... but idk whether i can do that hahahaha~ . . . . . im overlysensitive... i noe tat... oh well... T__T''' i need a place to vent the anger boiling up inside..... ARHHHH!!!!!!!!!! frustration....... oh well...........

i need a solution... because the way i see it, its not fair. its just not fair.