osuwariii!!!

Sunday, October 7, 2007

helloz :)
haha,
er...
service was good :) but didnt feel very touched... haaa T___T''' oh well..

anyway,
hahas... meeting dem was FUN! hahas... i gave baby chocolates, and when she eat, found out that the chocolates hav melted....haiz... i feel so bad... didnt mean for them to melt... i didnt KNOW that dey melted.... haiz..... T___T''' aiya i feel so bad man... gotta repay her next week...

haiz... T___T''' anyway,
today was fun la :)
i didnt get to tell tt person all that i wanted to say... don noe how say, and don dare oso...

really getting stressed out by it...hahas.. lame right? most ppl get stressed about schoolwork, or studies. i get stressed about relationships...hahas... ok..im starting to think too much, so gonna drift from this subj X]

stress stress...hahas... anyway, im believeing GOD for a miracle... im studying maths now... hopefully i can get into EXPRESS NEXT YEAR!!!!! :D WITH GOD, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!


kk... im gonna use this space for reflections..muaahhahaha
idk y i like reflections..hahas...
tomorrow is my exam. im gonna hope that with GOD, all things are possible. so im gonna believe that im gonna get into sec 3 express next year. hopefully, i will :) with the grace of GOD!!! :D ...hahas...kk la.. i thought to myself before, what will happen if i go normal? i said to myself, that when i see my results, if i pass i will live on, if i fail i will commit suicide. IM NOT SUICIDAL, i just say that because i know that IM THE ONE IN CONTROL. hahas... who knows.. maybe one day i will be suicidal :P CHOY CHOY CHOY hahas... theres this thing, in sec 1, i had a chance to go to special stream. i turned it down. now, im going to normal. does this sound weird or what?!?!?! if i say now that i had that chance before, who will believe me? i dont wanna go normal... haiz.. not that theres anything wrong with it la, but i just canot accept that fact.
hatred is burning deep inside, and will nt go away... because its not fair. i feel so remorseful, so misjudged......


so confused... i dont know what to think anymore...

tasukete kudasai?

please?

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