haiz... yea... theres so much to say that i think i should write another post, despite it being the same day........ issit possible for a person to go from elated to miserable? . . . . haiz... i was so happy, that i could finally go out with hilda and sukhbir and yingting...the last thing on my mind was that they would back out last minute... h a i z. . . yeap.........even though its not dey don wan go, its they canot go..... but..yea.... im just really really sad nw.....haha.. feel like emoing... well....tomorrow will be a sad sad day... for a sad sad person, aka me. :D OH ITS JUST SO SAD.
idk la...lately, been feeling really really stressed out..... like im being streched longer than i can be stretched....i feel forgotten half the time, by people that i thought were my friends.... issit because i take things seriously? maybe.... haiz.... i cant believe this..... i really cant believe this.... T__T''' i feel so IGNORED! ... can feel the tears welling up liao... ... ... haiz... maybe i was too trusting... maybe i was too open, to let their words in, to trust them... the z2h oso... we havent even come up with a band name, and gotta submit the form in 6 days. haiz..... i feel so alone. ... i wish someone cared enough to listen.... but now that i think about it, who will listen to me? i wont say anything... because i already have that mindset that i cant trust others, and when i talk to ppl i forget that its dangerous to take their words seriously, then i'll just be broken even more? i cant trust enough to talk to others about it, and im letting the wrong ppl in.... tasukete kudasai.... please... i cant take this anymore.......i really really CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T___T''' some1... any1....
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haiz....
suan le...
i dont think any1 will even bother reading this
who bothers reading my blog?
who gives a shit about my blog!
im alone again...
as usual...
isnt life great?
:D I LOVE LIFE! ITS BEAUTIFUL! SMILE AT ALL THE MURDER AND TERRORIST ATTACKS, AND THE 9/11 BOMBING!!! ITS SO WONDERFUL! I FEEL SO ALIVE!!! CANT GET ENOUGH OF LIFE!!! GIVE ME MORE!!!! :D :D :D
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t a s u k e t e k u d a s a i . . .
idk la...lately, been feeling really really stressed out..... like im being streched longer than i can be stretched....i feel forgotten half the time, by people that i thought were my friends.... issit because i take things seriously? maybe.... haiz.... i cant believe this..... i really cant believe this.... T__T''' i feel so IGNORED! ... can feel the tears welling up liao... ... ... haiz... maybe i was too trusting... maybe i was too open, to let their words in, to trust them... the z2h oso... we havent even come up with a band name, and gotta submit the form in 6 days. haiz..... i feel so alone. ... i wish someone cared enough to listen.... but now that i think about it, who will listen to me? i wont say anything... because i already have that mindset that i cant trust others, and when i talk to ppl i forget that its dangerous to take their words seriously, then i'll just be broken even more? i cant trust enough to talk to others about it, and im letting the wrong ppl in.... tasukete kudasai.... please... i cant take this anymore.......i really really CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T___T''' some1... any1....
...
haiz....
suan le...
i dont think any1 will even bother reading this
who bothers reading my blog?
who gives a shit about my blog!
im alone again...
as usual...
isnt life great?
:D I LOVE LIFE! ITS BEAUTIFUL! SMILE AT ALL THE MURDER AND TERRORIST ATTACKS, AND THE 9/11 BOMBING!!! ITS SO WONDERFUL! I FEEL SO ALIVE!!! CANT GET ENOUGH OF LIFE!!! GIVE ME MORE!!!! :D :D :D
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t a s u k e t e k u d a s a i . . .
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