WALAO..

i feel so dam fucked up lah. today is the worst day of my LIFE. my effed up life.
1. i kanaed scolding frm ma
2. got grounded
3. she made my com no internet ( im borrowing her laptop now. she dosent know)
4. i simply CANNOT go on friday.
5. i don effing understand quadratic equations
6. i cant do my maths homework because i DONT KNOW HOW
7. since i cant do my homework, the dam chicken face cher is gonna mark me down simply because i CANNOT DO IT.
8. theres no1 i can ask.
die lah
i feel so dam stressed out lah.

the moment i see a maths question i wanna die liao. just wanna take something stab myself. whats the point man. whats the point in everything man. what for do things when i donno what the fuck im doing it for. i cant just FOLLOW. dammit. i hate this. i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this. theres no fucking end result lah


so im just gonna have to struggle wit it
FUCK THIS LAH.
cant depend on any fucking bastard
cant ask any dumbass
....

im so dam pissed................................................



cant wait for sec 4.
once the o lvls are done, den i can take something and STAB THAT DAM BOOK.
STAB A mATHS. STAB E MATHS
STAB FUCKING INDICES AND QUADRATIC EQUATIONS BECAUSE DEY DONT MAKE ANY DAMN FUCKING SENSE.


and then what. i'll go jc or poly. im gonna have to use maths there even. torture again. the maths will be how much harder

FUCK LAH!!!!!!

wherever i go i have to use maths
wherever i go i have to use my weakest subj. it don make sense lah.. kao...

.....................
hate this.....



how the f are we just supposed to just fucking FOLLOW when we dont fucking understand the qn.. how are we supposed to take this fucking pressure.. its like killing me lah.. knn...


then wherever i end up, it all be my fault. i get into the worst combination, thats my fault, i fail ed all but 3 subjs, thats my fault. my attandance i missed 20 days, thats my fault.. i'll end up in a heaven knows where, doing fucking heaven knows what...


i cant scream out, the only thing i can do is cry. cry and cry and cry. like some dam ass baby or what shit. ppl reading this will simply mock at me because its SIMPLE . well to me its not.

to me its torture
to me this IS hell
to me,
HELL =
SHOW THAT (8x^2)^8-r (1/2x)^r = 2^24-4r (x^16-3r)
WHAT THE FUCK LAH
.... HOW THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO SOLVE THAT............

its effing confusing lah...
fine lah.. so for you it will be simple.. chicken feet.. for me this is like... im crying now.../
what choice do i have. i don pass i cant go anywhere. everywhere i go i need maths, wtf..... jiuming..........................