cant take it anymore... head pain until what lah...... my whole lifes just one big giant MESS...

and every where i go, its just gonna get more and more messed up. i cant take it lah.. i cant take it anymore... i look back, and seems like everything i ever did was a mistake.. even now. its just to complex for me to understand.. how the f did i do that.. i dont even remember.. all the years spent doing stupid things...wasting my dam life all away.. it can go rot to hell..

i thought i broke free from this.. how the heck am i supposed to feel...
who would care. who would give a shit on how i feel...
i mean..
haiz...what issit i have to do..

what am i supposed to do... i try and try.. and then after its over, i realise i didnt do my best..if im nt impt to you at all, what can i do..

every single i day i wake up, and wish i hadnt.. i wish there will be one day that i'll never wake up ever again. but then i'll end up in hell, wont i. its just gonna get worse and worse and worse and it'll all be my fault. everything always is..

everything i do seems to either BE WRONG or go wrong.. i cant do anything right, huh.. a simple task and i'll fail at it... haiz.. im sorry, i just dont see a future anymore. come to think of it, i never passed sec 1 or sec 2. i just got promoted.

guess im just that stupid. my head hurts. i just wanna be alone ..