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now i know where i stand..
not anywhere high i suppose. .. its so dead. well. for know im just gonna do whatever i can, and forget about worrying. if i cant do it, i cant, whats there to say. ... im so dead..

i suppose thats where. disappointing. guess have to just stand up and move on. i mean, yeah. im nt impt 1. :)

how do i live my life such that when i look back it wont be a big mess.. i mean.. haiz.. i have really far fetched dreams and aspirations.. i doubt i can ever reach them. its so hard. haiz.. what to do what to do. i share my dreams wit ppl they will just laugh, laugh and mock. what can i do. ignore them

pastor preached,
baby christian = thin skin, thick heart
mature christian = thick skin, thin heart..
i feel like crying now...
i mean.. ive made so many mistakes.. im making one now....
and i cannot say i dont care..
..
just feel so dead..
want to pon sch tomorrow.
and yet i cant.