HEY HEYY!!! GOT THINGS TO ADD TO THE BLESSING!
not only was i blessed with $34, i GOT A NEW HP!
lol
actually the story of how i got a hp is really funni...
because, my ma like.. knocked at my door at like.. 6.30 saying, there was this offer to buy nokia hp, and... yea la, got discount :D haha... so i was like OKOK!!! haha... den i had to bargain wit my pa..was acting like some salesman, making the product sound so good lar! hahas... dots.. .anyway, i got laughed at, but he said yes:D

hahas...
im struggling with it now haha :P no idea how to use nokia =.= ... but because my hp spoilt.. so i was in need of a phone.. the hp i was using temporarily was my ma's extra phone... so i borrowed it hee hee....

really wanna thank God for all the blessings lar....hahas... lol, something really lame hapened today lar, i got blessed the day b4, and I FORGOT TO BRING MY TITHE TO CHURCH!!!!!! AARRHHH!!!! so i was like.. o shit, den aiya... use the blessing as tithe 1st den go home claim back -.- .... so... i was broke again =.= HAHA!! sounds so ironic.... haa....

wow, the Presence Of God today was really strong..i din really cry la, which made me sad, because i wanted to feel his presence more, but it was still strong... i rmb feeling shaking all over, like.. goosebumps like tat.. idk whether its the cold arnot.. hahahas..... anyway, IT ROX! the song, Falling at your Feet, really made me like WHOA!!! hahas... because, i didnt know it was that song until the chorus-.- *blur blur* hahas...cant wait for Breakaway Youth Camp!

haha... im blogging alot today...thanks to whoever read till here already, its ALOT! hahas... anyway, i and Alvina, we really have alot in common, i found out... hahas... it was so fun today, we went to Plaza sing and ... well.. *thanks to me* GOT LOST! hahas... literally, we had to like.. ask directions to the atm, and when we went a 2nd time, we got lost AGAIN! =.= like.. waa... hahas...dots.. but she really rox lar.. she followed me to get my guitar strings! that really made me so happy hahas... because i really really REALLYY needed strings...(the ironic thing is that i have TOTALLY no idea how to string a guitar) wa... i feel touched by that act of service hhahas... Thankyou, baby :) Dada love you forever... hahas... :) i hope our friendship will never break apart, no matter what reason... i don wanna change so much that i dont know her anymore, like what happened with my other friendships wit other ppl... but in that case, i changed, and ThEY also changed... so its not just me! *hee* =.=ok lame-.- haa... but seriously lar... i don like making enemies... so at the most i will just avoid lor...T___T''' haizz.... I need God more than ever ... i feel blessed, but at the same time i feel unable to worship him... i donno y! i can praise, but cant worship! and when i was not blessed like this, i could! i CRIED! Y ISSIT I DIDNT CRY THIS TIME ROUND!!!!!.... i need GOD! arh..... so frustrated... i feel so... BAD! .......actually, i was intending to treat ppl today... because of the blessing... who would hav expected, i was blessed, and forgot to bring the blessing -.- TATS STUPID LAR!!!! ......... haiz... i feel like a failure... haiz.. o well, its not too late i hope.. maybe i will bless them next week..... hmm.... haiz...i hope i can... i pray that alvina's problems and my problems get solved faster... God, I wanna be a light that shines through for you in the darkness of the world..... i want to be a servant.... ... ... father help me... teach me how... teach me how to live, teach me how to pray, teach me how to worship.. I LOVE YOU LORD!... I believe, Help my UNBELIEF!

hey, final word here, ppl, whoever reads this, plz pray for Beeleng... she looks more tired now that she is taking 2 cell groups... plz pray that God will give her strength. AND, AND AND, PLEASE!!! pray for all the O lvl ppl!